Haha ppl tagged and said why no updates.I only update when I'm back at Yishun hse.So here it is ~

I'm lazy to recall wat happened on tues.Wednesday met up with the gals to discuss abt the farewell gifts stuff.Baby Rain brought her guy along as well,I can see that she's truly blissful.After our conference,we decided to buy this cute Pooh handphone accessory.Had dinner and left.It was nice to meet up with 'em cos we hadnt catch up for some time.

After that headed to a pub with friends,didnt really drink cos I dun like the taste of alcohol.Coincidentally bump into a few yckss students there,went back to Amk with 'em cos didnt wanna go Momo.The rest went home,had supper with kansie and koon xian.They went to look for colleen & raymond,they played cards for so long.I fell aslp.Duh~ Boring wednesday.

I dislike ppl to take me for granted and they dun even realised it.I cannot tolerate it.Not like once or twice,it's all the time.Wth.I can only blame on myself,cos it's hard to bring myself to say it out .Heckcare first.

Anyway recreational activity again,Sentosa on sun.Finally I get to go . =)

Yesterday was such a flop.Didnt went to Sentosa as planned cos something cropped up.I was so disappointed,gotta wait for another week. Blah~ Nvm,hope to have a gals gathering this sat/sun,not forgetting our pig-out sessions. ;)

However yesterday afternoon wasnt wasted.It feels kinda complete within.I donno wat's the best to do now.I dun want it to be a moment kinda thing.Oh,and last night was so frustrating.I wanted to have supper & I couldnt find any gals initially.I was craving for punggol nasi lemak & frogs.But no gals accompany me,grrrrr~End up meet Minmin,Adelia & Karen to have supper,hadnt met them for a wk alr.

After eating,we took a cab back to Chong Pang.Minmin & I chatted for awhile,then they came and send us home.

Today laze ard at home,darn bored man.Anyway poor beebee,seriously guys who two time sucks big time.Well,tmr's plan gonna meet Maddy,probably shop ard & have steamboat with Beebee also.I wanna have the Ma La Huo Guo,it's damn spicy but I like the kick from eating it.Gosh,all I do is eat & eat.Time to hit the gym soon.
Love comes from the heart and can't be denied.
I cannot hide those old feelings from the heart.I hope things will be just fine.

I just return from the clinic.Gahhhh,the whole procedure was sucky.I felt so uncomfortable,the doctor did this ear syringing procedure on me.The pressure was pure discomfort.But it's absolutely fine now.Yay!However I need to go back on Wednesday again,so troublesome can.

I havent had my beauty sleep since yesterday,I donno wat's wrong.I dun feel tired at all.Yesterday couldnt sleep as well,so ring Goodnite up & ask him out for Mac breakfast cos I was damn hungry.As usual,he & his craps,but darn funny.He was suppose to accompany me to wait for the bus,but he needed to POO urgently.I kept pulling him,so bad of me.LOL.

After a few hrs of sleep,met Nana to take my stuff,it was kinda awkward but still alrite.Hadnt seen him for so long.Eng how was nice to accompany me to Bishan to meet Gdnite.Met him for dinner at Sakae Sushi,cos I've a sudden craving for it.Beesiew join us as well.The food I ordered was below standard,they ask for my comments and they cancel the order.Great service I should say.But it ruin my 'Sakae' mood.Haha.

We walked ard,trying to find stuff to buy but all the shops were closing,didnt took neos as well.Headed to amk to play pool,I was the Champion for the night.Damn tyco la.Went to chalet for a short while,then had supper.I had my fav F-R-O-G-S.I'm a contented gal. :DD

We were suppose to go Sentosa today.I waited till now,keep calling them & yet they are still sleeping.Grrrr~ There goes my trip to Sentosa,I wanna go soooo badly.

Cheer up Beebee,things will get better.U still have CC . <3

I'm gonna follow wat my heart says,though my head's telling me it's wrong.It might be harder to take it next time butI cant stop it,being stubborn is one of my traits.

I'm extremely T-I-R-E-D today.Daddy still ask me to monitor shares for awhile in the morning cos he got smth on,and I agreed even though it's troublesome.And yet he gave me some sickening attitude,say small matter also cannot handle etc.HELLO~Like I know how to play shares.WTH.Damn angry,couldnt stand it.Alr so tired still make me even more pissed.Donno how to appreciate my help.

Yesterday was F-U-N!Met up with Maddy & Beebee at Bugis,had Ajisen for dinner.I act smart la,ask the person for extra spicy,end up almost teared from eating it.We walked ard & even took neos,been so long since we last took it.It was kinda funny but still we had fun.

We headed off to Clarke Quay to meet the rest,waited quite long for those who came after prom.There's a party at Coccolatte,very nice of nic to put me on guestlist.I was surprised that many turned up,from my class etc,like 20+ ppl in all I guess .Everyone was having fun on the dancefloor,including Maddy.Her virginity to clubbing.HA!And some of us pole danced,haha funny la.Saw a few familiar faces as well,and I'm so happy to see Anita.Such a pity that it ended at 3.All of them went home.We had supper and headed home as well.I had a terrific time =D

A rose among thorns.Ha!

Shall upload other pics after I get hold of them.

I dislike updating a few days later,cos I tend to forget some of the stuff that had happened.

Monday went to Yue Shan's hse for dinner.Initially I felt so out of place,cos they were all from their religion group.I felt so awkward and they kept asking me to mingle ard,I hate being forced.But slowly,I manage to fit in.We played roller blade,balls game & catching.It feels like being back to those childhood times.They were nice ppl and easy-going.After that headed to the shophouse to meet the rest,ton again.No more shophouse now.

Tuesday met Maddy,like finally~We headed to town and began looking for the dress that I had eyed for,and I couldnt find it.So frustrated.We had pepper lunch for the first time and it tasted rather good.Off we went to shop again after dinner,couldnt find any dress I like thus randomly bought one.

It was fun being with Maddy,and she kept laughing at my 'ang-moh' accent.Haha.She went to play mahjong with her frens and I headed to Mos.Initially I didnt feel like going,but last min they ask me again so I went.Cos I didnt plan anything for the night and the tix was free.lol.

However a small hoo-ha happened and it led to everything being screwed up.Kansie couldnt get in hence we went for supper instead.We went to Geylang to have my fav bullfrogs again.So yummilicious~ Also had the famous beancurd and stuff.Keep foolin' ard with Kansie in the car,she's Loo KuKu.Lol.Went back to look for 'em,they wanted to go Thomson for prata,but I went hm instead cos wasnt feeling well.

I saw many familar faces at Mos,Calvin even took a pic with me.Oh and I made new gfs,they are twins.So cool.I had temporary curls done again,I simply love curls. :)

Wednesday-I have been sleeping for long hours recently,alrite it's not unusual.But this morning I awoke to the sudden nosebleed that I had,it's so eeeeww.Donno why suddenly my nose bleed,somemore quite a lot .Now I'm sooooo bored,stuck at home.My rest day.HA.Tmr party with the gals I guess,hope it will be fun.Supposingly gonna accompany Minmin to have her stuff done,but then not going alr.Felt so bad to leave her alone.I miss the girls as well.Meet up soon!

I'm having a bad cold now. *Sneeze sneeze*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALVIN & DANIEL.

I'm back from sch and a visit to the clinic.I waited for one hour ,so freaking long.I was too paranoid,thinking that I might go deaf.Wth.It was just a minor problem,nth too serious.I had it once when I was younger.I still gotta go back on sun,but I wanna go Sentosa! So relieved now. =D

Anyway the girls got me a Hello Kitty pouch from Bishan ytd,so sweet of 'em.Slowly my collection of Hello Kitty merchandise is growing.I want more Hello kitty stuff ~

Daddy's complaining that I spend too lil' time with him,later having steamboat dinner with frens.Hence gotta make it to wednesday with Daddy instead.We are meeting at compass point first.Woah that place was one of our usual hangouts after sch when we were sec2.Those good old times with Maddy & Soh,buying faciful hair accessories etc.

I was browsing some magazine in the clinic just now & came across this particular article which caught my attention.'WHY MEN CHEAT'.

• Ego boost.
• Opportunity presents itself.
• Loss of attraction towards their partner.
• Lack of sex or boredom with routine sex.
• The challenge & excitement of being 'on the hunt' and having a variety of partners.

Somehow it might be true for some cases,I guess it's abt the same that goes to women.Human beings are weird.Haha..

Tmr I MUST go shopping with Maddy & maybe soh.I'm off to lunch now. Toodles~

Finally I update again,been out for the past few days.

Thursday went to Daniel's party and we did nth but eat.Went off shortly after that.I hate it when last min programmes change,so sickening.Anyway the good thing was I knew two new frens,Clement & Angelia,yay another new gf.


Chalet friends


US


My babysitter & Me.


BB & CC.


Imma a greedy PORC.x)



After which went to look for Kansie & frens at the shophouse,slack & play cards.Then Alvin came and fetch us,went for supper & played pool.

Friday met Zhengtao for dinner at Sakae sushi,finally.Haha.But I made him waited for damn long.The dinner was great cos I had my fav sashimi,and we chatted quite alot as well.Next outing would be Sentosa with the rest.

After dinner went to Adelia's hse ,Celine brought her kitten along as well.Adelia's cat was sooo fat.I wanna have a cat too,so darn cuteeeee.Celine's so evil,torture her cat,tie her up and it keeps falling.We went to Amk central with 'Baby Dino' in a basket,had supper and wait for Minmin to come.Adelia left earlier cos she cant stop thinking of it.Cheer up lady.Minmin's sucha scaredy cat,scared of the rat running ard.We slack and left after some time.Bad friday,didnt plan properly.

Saturday was suppose to go out with Maddy.End up didnt,so Goodnite & I went to town.It was kinda late so didnt bought much stuff.We went to meet Minmin and Karen then had dinner at Cine's pasta mania.Minmin's so in love with her boy,keep saying he's cute.LOL.Waited for Adelia to knock off then meet the rest outside Cine.Went to Cosy Bay,it was quite relaxing.Headed for supper and played pool ,while the rest play billard.

It's scary sitting on a bike,I mean when it's turning.HA.My rider poor thing la,had to shuttle to and fro cos I didnt had my keys.Went to Adelia's hse and she came down in pjs,ha so cute.Chatted for awhile and he send me home cos my mummy was at home alr.

Tmr's the last paper,like finally.Evening going to Yueshan's hse for steamboat with Kansie.Tues I must shop alrite,MADDY!Adelia just msg me and asked if wanna rent a hse next yr tgth with the girls,sounds fun.Our own paradise,but yea see how. :)

My eyes are fine now,but I still cant hear on one side.So idiotic cos I cant hear clearly for a few days alr .Will be going to the doc soon.What if I'm deaf on one side?OMG.@_@
A word of concern is good enough,I hope we'll just be happy with our life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO,SAMANTHA & AH MIN!

It's so sickening! My eyes are still in a bad condition.I didnt meet Baby Rain today,felt so bad to made her wait.I promise to meet soon alrite.

I keep grumbling & whining,lim had to take all that.Haha.I've got plans but thanks to my dear eyes that I have to cancel 'em & stay indoor instead.WTF.I could barely open my right eye,I HATE having uneven eyes. ;(

I stay over at her hse again cos I cant go anywhere with these darn eyes.So frustrating & sad.Later I have lunch appointment with Daddy,still going shopping with beebee/lim,Daniel's having his bday party at some chalet at Sentosa.Oh my,how am I gonna survive the day if I dun wear my contact lens.I'd be as blind as a bat.

Anyway didnt manage to go Underwater world,eat frogs with Louis today.Sucha pity,he's going back to Thailand for a month or so.Till then,take care dude.

Sometimes the heart doesnt follow wat the head says.It aint that easy.It's easy to conceal the superficial surface but not what lies inside.

I need some sleep now,lim's sleeping like a dead porc now.HA.

Right now I'm at Ling'er's hse,accompany her till morning then get some sleep & get ready to meet baby Rain.Lim's so nice,my babysitter la,cook stuff for me all that.

Today went to J8 with Maddy,Soh,Kansie,Goodnite & Winfield.Saw nish & yc as well,too bad she didnt see me.We went to watch The Grudge 2 and it's quite a dumb show.Just that EDISON is super duper cute!!It's all abt the scary part,nth much.I'm unhappy,I didnt get to shop much today. ;/

Tmr I shall buy some stuff or during the wkend.I need a new pair of shoes as well,one of my fav shoes with diamantes were damaged.Argh!Damn pissed.Anyway I act likeI'm soooo busy.haha,everytime ask 'em to book appointment,even Daddy.BeeBee came to look for me,she miss me too much.It's so nice to to see her again,miss those Sentosa times.I love my girls. <3

Ahhhh it sucks,my eye's having an infection and it hurts & looks ugly.One side of my ear is blocked,feels so terrible.Hope the medicine works. So shitty. =/

I'm so glad that I'm able to do the math paper,I think I can pass.It's strange that I'm alil' confident when it comes to Math,first time.At least a c6 I hope.Anyway friday went out with Minmin,Adelia & Celine,dress outing.Ha,funny la they.Anyway went to eat & head to party world again.But that day ktv session damn boring.LOL. Smth funny happen la,cannot stand it.So kuku.

We went to Joo chiat to have frog porridge again,so yummy.But I realised that the way they kill frogs is damn gross,first they use scissors to cut off the head then snip off the palms all that.And lastly peel the skin off.Eeew~But they taste oh-so-good.Minmin left for chalet,then ard 5 meet at Ecp again,and off to home.

Saturday meet Maddy & Goodnite for awhile before meeting the ladies.Havent hang out with 'em much,cos of Maddy's Daddy.I miss those fun times too.

Us in the unisex toilet.Ha.



I love her truckloads.

Goodnite & Me.

After that went to Prata hse with Minmin,Adelia,Celine,Chumei & Karen.It's nice to be with so many girls,cos it's fun.Always crappin' & fooling ard.We went to play pool & billard after that,the whole night was wasted I think.It's all abt waiting & waiting,so sickening.Anyway will meet 'em this wk again I guess.

I'm soooo enjoying my holiday.It's the time to unwind and have fun.This week is gonna be fun too I guess.Sentosa ,shopping etc..But I think I wanna work soon,in order to earn money then can go overseas with them.

I couldnt ask for more now,this is the lifestyle I like.It's wonderful to have great frens ard me.I just saw Rain's blog and I didnt know that she was alil' affected as well,cos that time I was so upset.But well baby,like u said 'I'll get over it someday'. :)

Tmr meeting Maddy and the rest,I cant wait.Gonna watch The Grudge 2 also,there's EDISON starring too.Ahhh uber cute! Finally can meet Soh also,she got a cute bf now,hope she'll be happy & move on.I'm feeling happy most of the time now.

I'm still thinking if I should perm my hair.I think it might turn out ugly,but I ;ove curls.Now looking for ppl to perm tgth.

After a short conversation,I realised that I was so wrong.I didnt think before I do things.All I thought was me,myself & I.I didnt consider his feelings as well.All the while,I was acting like a selfish bitch,whining and complaining.I let emotions rule over my head.Wat abt myself ?I did wrong in the past as well.

I still blame him for that kinda attitude,to think again,he wasnt mean enough.Besides he didnt mean to say those stuff also.But yea,I'm not gonna do things as I like now,gotta think first.Anyway manage to salvage the friendship with yink,I hope nth goes wrong again.

I'm really apologetic about all this.

The weekend has arrive again.Darryl's having his birthday party in a club,but I doubt I'll be going.I wanna hang out with the girls instead,there's gonna be endless fun.

Alrite gtg,having Math paper 2 later.Ahhh I'm nervous~

Tmr's the LAST DAY of O's. =D

Great company (edited by Minmin)

Anyway ytd stay overnight out with Minmin,Adelia and Celine.We had frog leg porridge at Chong pang area,I still think Maddy's hse there one the best.After dinner,headed to Safra's partyworld to sing for a few hours.Supper after that,we can really eat.Then it's 'drifting' time.Lol.Minmin weak la,everytime legs turn into jelly.Drift,drift,drift~

Initially didnt wanna join 'em cos kinda extra,but they were friendly and nice.The night wasnt wasted afterall,had a great time hanging out with them.It's always fun being with girlfriends,nth but fun moments. I wanna have more girl friends.During hol gonna meet corin,serene,nish etc,can get to know 'em better.Cool.

But blah,I think I made a mistake in befriending someone.I thought she was a really nice friend for keep but end up I donno why she's like that.No more chats or words of comfort,maybe she have her reasons but whatever~I'm just disappointed & bewildered..In a difficult position should have told us also,make us look like fools.I wont understand okay.U didnt even tell us anything.Time out?U already decided,no point saying more,ur choice.Even link also remove,think it's a game uh.I'm more upset than angry.Forget it.Just lead ur happy life,tc.

Hooray,finally the holidays are approaching.I've got tons of stuff to do.It's time to catch up with friends.I'm excited!It'll definitely be an enjoyable holiday. :)
As time goes by,I donno wat u want.Those words & harsh tone of urs hurts me,it's so unlike u.Perhaps u really detest me that much,else u wouldnt even hope I will get out of ur life.Didnt knew it was so easy.At least let the friendship remians.I shant bother u,till u feel like talking to me once again.

This week is such a hectic one.Papers,papers,papers~Tmr's so blah,three in a day.

Finally I met Maddy & goodnite,seeing 'em just makes me feel so much better.They nvr fail to cheer me up too.Maddy even got a Hello Kitty hair accessory,with diamantes for me.So nice!Lim also got me some Hello Kitty stuff from Genting.I love ppl who buy Hello kitty merchandise for me. :)

SO YESTERDAY

Today Math paper was quite a relief I guess,cos I think I did it better this time round.But many ppl thinks it's easy,so they might moderate and eventually pull down my grade. =/
Social studies paper was pretty alrite too,but I doubt I can score.No worries still can use last yr's grade.

Supposingly meeting Minmin & Figo to go sch together,but never once I meet 'em.I'm such a tardy queen,I always dilly-dally.End up,gotta take cab.But woah,today's a record,I took cab 4 times.Tsktsk,bad la cos I wanna cut down.Minmin is so crappy,but fun being with her.She wanna do so many things with me,I doubt end up will also.Ha.

I've been having sleepless nights,since the day before.It's so sickening.Last night I mug till 2 and end up I stay awake till the sun rises.Darn.My dark rings are getting darker.@_@ It's kinda scary to be in bed but stay up till it becomes dawn.Sleeping pills,pls~

Anyway I'm much better now,though I broke down twice ytd.Sigh.I know ppl will say it's no use crying over someone who wont cry over u and stuff.But it's hard to control,I didnt know it'd hurt so bad.But at least I wasnt affected when I was doing the papers,cos I have to keep a clear mind in order to think properly.

I dun want puffy eyes,eeeww.Daddy also asks if I was alrite,he tot I was so stress.No way,but I came up with smth dumb,I said I think it might be infection.LOL.Worse still,he ask me to take care of my eyes.Oh,good thing was I didnt cry today.Alrite I shant cry so much,no point.

Maddy & turtle even wrote in their blog entry abt me,so sweet of 'em to console me.I love Maddy,Jas soh+lim,Rain,bB,evan,hannah and many others.Many wished me good luck etc for O's too,thanks all.I feel LOVED,though I'm outta love.

I hope Turtle,Juon & I will get over it soon.No crying girls.We shall stay happy all the time. :)
I gotta stop loving him and not harbour any more hopes.Not even a msg to wish me. :(

IT"S OVER. There's gotta be more to LIFE.

No matter how I try,I cant get to slp.Shit it.

After a long time of bawling,I feel slightly better but still I'm in a unstable state.When the tears are gone,I saw the msg he sent,tears just cant stop rolling down.It's just so dreadful,it hurts tremendously.I know it'll happen sooner or later but I still wanna insists on salvaging it,but it's of no use anymore.

Before that,I really hated him for not replying.Anything can just tell me,rather than made me wait and think so much.And the reason just pisses me off even more.I hate stupid excuses,meaningless argument & sarcasm.I dont see the need for it.

Anyway it made me feel so pathetic at first,no one would treat me this way.Now I know,things doesnt always go ur way.When I'm with him,I have zero self-esteem,I even felt that I wasnt worthy of him.I donno why the hell would I feel this way.But well,on second thought,I shouldnt make myself seem so worthless.

I cant believe it did happened,but yea face the reality.All along I didnt have the courage to walk out of this relationship which I cherish alot,cos I know I will have a tough time getting over it.I was just trying to escape from reality.

It has alr drag on for abt a year,and finally it's time to let go.Problems like bad communication etc would surface,it causes more tension.As time goes by,it spells unhappiness.Since it isnt a happy r/s,there's no point either.

Those flashbacks of those memories made me feel worse.There were too much and I still rmb 'em vividly.Those times were imprinted in my heart,'moments doux'.It really feels as though smth huge has collasped onto u.

When he said that time I said I still love you was that time.Now is now.It made me wonder why would someone's feelings fade that fast.It's only been a week.I just dun understand.It seems to me that letting go for him is pretty easy,makes me feel heart-broken.How could someone just let go so easily,or probably I'm being weak.It leaves me feeling baffled.

However from this r/s,I have learnt to give and take.It's nice of him to want me to change for the better.I think my attitude has improve slightly,lesser tantrums now.I think ur loved ones are the ones who hurts u most,no doubt.It's becos u hold 'em dear to ur heart,and the impact caused would definitely be greater.

It has affected me immensely.However I dun want it to affect my studies.Just a week and it will be over.But the time to unwind myself,there's the big O's. Fuck.It really sucks.I still gotta put it aside and focus.How horrible.

Seriously no words can describe how I feel.I havent felt this way before,one of the saddest day I have had.I hope the heartpain would go off soon.At the same time,I dun want to end it in a bad way,still gonna be good frens.I hope he will find someone more suitable for him.As for me,wait till I get over it.Time to move on,stop deceiving myself and let go.It's really hard to do so,but I have to by all means.

I'm glad that my gals & frens are there for me.I dun want them to see me in such a sad plight either.I shall be strong & as time goes by,I'm sure I'll be fine.BIG GIRLS DUN CRY EASILY.I dun wanna shed any more tears for this,it's useless.I shall be the jovial one like always.

At least I've been through a heartbreak,a differrent experience.I dun regret anything.It only makes me stronger I guess. All this are just parts & parcels of life,think positively.

I shall brace up and go all out for O's.
I hope no matter wat,I still have a place in ur heart.Dont forget abt us.
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I've been using excess brain juice recently,feel so drained out.Had tuition session today,my teacher always snacks .Haha too much goodies alr.She never fails to talk abt beauty stuff too.Next wk would be the last lesson.Yay,no more M-A-T-H-S tuition.

Argh, there's a mixture of feelings within me.I seriously donno wth things are now.Darn.Whatever man,I should try to adapt to it I guess.Sometimes I just cannot understand.Will someone tell me how a guy mind works ? Once he said'life w/o me would be boring.'From now I see,I guess there's not much diff.Sometimes u make someone ur 'everything',but he/she might not feel the same way. (tell me I'm wrong)

Anyway Daddy's so nice,on seeing that I've been diligent & also kinda stress out.He's gonna bring me out for dinner,JAP cuisine. YAY.Sashimi !!! Now this would cheer me up alil'. :)

Oh Miss Heng is so sweet to send me a msg,encouraging me.There's other ppl as well,e-cards,flowers, msgs,it was a nice gesture. Thanks to all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIYONG!Wat a pity,I couldnt make it to the bbq.

I'm still pinning on to hopes though it might be dashed.
Sometimes words doesnt show,actions speaks louder.
Just tell me wat's on ur mind,rather than nth at all.

I shall endure for just one more week.I know I outta focus on studies for now,but just cant get some things off my mind.Maths is causing misery in the head,not forgetting phy.Blah~

It's gets irritating when many ppl keep asking me out,not like I dun want,but I freaking CANT.Go slack,watch movie,club etc. I know they might not realise it's o's period now,but I'm just sick of it.I'm not in the mood to entertain or chat either.Free,free,free?Argh. Moodswing I suppose.

This morning,some freaking idiot got nth better to do.Gave me a morning call,and talk some gibberish & I donno who it is.WTH!It wasnt easy for me to get to slp,and of all time gotta call me early in the morning.Couldnt get back to sleep after that,super duper pissed. ;(
NO MORNING CALLS PLS!(unless there's urgent stuff or after 12PM)

Although we havent come to a decision yet,whatever it is I will accept it.Though there's this inexplicable fear within me.
Time might head us nowhere, Fate might break us apart, but I'll always be thankful that once along my journey I knew someone like you. Cheesy,cliche,whatever,it's my say.
Not much msges or contact. :( U're still the one.

Turtle,cheer up too!

EMO~ ELMO

I hate it when I'm at home,cos I tend to be more emotional.That's when all my unhappiness would surface & I cant take it off my mind.It sucks to mull over some matters.Thus,I enjoy the company of friends.I wont be reminded of unhappy stuff,just play ard & chitchat.

What lies beneath a person's facade,I wonder....I realised it's really hard to understand someone well enough,not to mention know him/her inside out.I dislike superficial people as well.

Maddy's back,with lil' gifts.Thanks sweetie and also for always being there for me & stand by me.U're a great listening ear,we shall get through the tough phases of life together.

Anyway I had a big fright today,shant elaborate.I hope it's not anything serious. :(
Many thoughts but unable to express it all.

'Will you hold me if I fall,tell me you will always be there for me.'

I will love myself more from now on. :)
I miss hunnybunny.I hope we wont drift apart.