Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Yesterday had a minor quarrel with daddy yet again.Cus been going hm late recently ,argh but im gonna change.For da sake of less quarrels and him to dote on me more.Im gonna be a daddy's gal,wth.LOL

The next day,he actually bought me to sakae sushi cus i love jap food.So unexpected but sweet.I had sakae 3 times within a wk,omg.haha.Darn i've been eating lots of good food for da past few days,im so gonna become a fatso.XD

Anyway im utterly upset today too.It's just so unexpected and it's a great loss of mine.A once wonderful friendship just gotta end it this way,how i hate it.But things arent up to me to decide,however memories shall be kept in my heart.I shall wait in anticipation then..

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Anyway on sat we celebrated jasmine's bday.Gals outing,weeee~!It was fun!

First we went for lunch,at sakae.Lol,yummilicious.Afterwards headed to play pool,kinda fun,embarassing for me at times.Haha.But maddy they all quite pro.

Afterwards jas & i went to k-box,fun also,damn nonsensical.Then ard 1 my fren came to fetch us,went to to this club,RAV at boat quay.Da atmosphere & misic was good,heh i got her a cake as well.She was real ecstatic cus she hadnt had a decent bday cake for some time.I was glad that she enjoyed her day,cus she wanna have a memorable one.

We left ard like 3 cus after dat was gays nite,aha actually was curious to see how it's like,but they say it's gross.Hence we left for ktv-ing again,at party world.Pretty fun also,and we enjoyed singing.

By da time da place close,it's like 6 am alr,and we went to geylang for dimsum,ahh delicious also.Heh.Then jevan sent us hm,went to jas's hse to bum ard and we fell aslp.After waking up,she came over to my place and off to sakae for dinner again.LOL.It's just a fun day,met up with maddy also,like finally.Hope to have another gals outing again soon.

Anyway we took some pics,but da most think is bb,she's sucha zilian kuang,cant stand her.=D


Bb & jas


Me & vainpot


My dearest ones.=)


un-glam us.We have ugly sides too .xp


She's a happy gal,got her bday kiss from me. :D

There's other pics also,but with them.Anyway cant upload da nice neoprints we took,cus i made my scanner spoil .-_-

Monday, March 20, 2006

*Sighs....... =/

Daddy lectured me yet again,arent he sick of it.Argh nvm,guess it's my fault.He's like might as well dun study ,cus by looking at me right now.Not that i dun wanna study alrite,is i donno wat i want yet.So he's giving me 3 days to think over wat exactly do i want.

I'm sure i wouldnt wanna retake o's,so it's like go some private sch like mdis.I think that's wat i want,get a diploma,den pursue advanced diploma & degree i guess.Then can go out and work in da society alr.

But syafiq wanna take mass comm,i want also ,but somehow to me business like got better prospect in da future.Thus im gonna forgo taking mass comm,so sad cant be with him.

Well i hope rp will reply soon,if cant get into rp then no choice,guess i'll just take that route.It's my life after all,shant regret or anything.Damn,it's just vexing.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I'm deprived of sleep but yet i'm gonna post this entry first.Well didnt really had time,so yea.Just gonna briefly talk abt yest and today.

Oh yesterday i finally met mommie after so damn long,like more than half a yr.It's just so nice to see her again,my dearest mimi.LOl.Anyway in da afternoon had jap cuisine,cus i love it.Afterwards was shopping,so much stuff to buy man,but not enuff time so bought some stuff only.

When night approaches,we went to fetch my bro and headed to clementi to have seafood for dinner,it was delicious definitely,my fave too.Haha.Soon after left,but i stay out cus didnt feel like going hm.

Anyway for da day,imma happy gal. =)

Today was feeling lethargic cus hadn't catch any sleep da night before.Afternoon patrick fetch all of us and we headed for cine,took neoprints too,cute.And we had jap cuisine for lunch cum dinner,like again,i just wun get sick of it.Lol.

During dinner,we are like got nth better to do.Shall upload beebee's & patrick's photos next time cus they haven send me.They keep asking us to take nonsensical shots,got video also.haha.Meanwhile here's me & da tallie funny guy,wk.



Pig faces!But obviously he looks more like one.lol


Being dramatic,he's suppose to be da gal,eeew . -_-


Good buddy,funny chap =D


Haha just natural,no clowning ard.

Soon after we went to catch ,'Date movie' really hilarious .Everyone's laughing,like non-stop.But i fell aslp halfway,just doze off,couldnt control.>.<

We wanted to play pool initially but a slight change of plan,so went to j8's cafe cartel to chill and chit-chat.After some time,we left,and patrick sent us home.Overall a pretty fun day! :)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Last night chatted with bb_pikachu,till wee hrs like 6.30.Pretty fun ,talk abt loads of stuff .From gossiping to our past r/s,experiences,weird habits.We found out that we were quite alike,many things in common.Cute ladies i have got.

Anyway was suppose to wake up early but overslept yet again.So met up with derrick,my best buddy cus damn long haven got time to catch up,felt pretty glad.We watched 'Dorm',it was a horrible movie i can say,no kick man.LOL.Storyline was so-so only,not worth watching after all.

Oh yea,today wasnt my lucky day.I fell at home,like wth .Haha.BUt it's perfectly normal for a klutz like me i guess.

Initially it hurts alil only,but it worsen later.It hurts so much that i cant really walk,walk kinda slow,somemore gotta bear with da pain.At night,2 of my toes turned blueblack,even da back of it.How terrible! >.<

But i cant stay at home to wait till it recover,going out for da next few days.Darn,poor me,poor toes. Gee anyway i'm meeting mommie tmr,yay like finally. =D

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Well just caught a cold yesterday,feeling sneeze-ish..Ahh so dreadful !Everything's still not going right.It's like worsening i guess,more & more problems arising.
It's been bothering me soooo much that at times i feel that i couldnt take it and at loss wat to do or how to deal with it.

It just sucks when there's enuff prob and more are coming on.Wth.It's hard to relate every single thing to someone too,not even best fren.I just gotta bottle it up.I soooo hate that kinda feeling but cant help it.

When things between daddy & me are gonna be okay,something would just appear and hence creating more 'conflict'.Today yet again,alil like da most severe scolding or lecture,he even talked abt me moving out & sever ties all that. =/ U guys wun believe but yea his words are really harsh.It never fails to cause this 'piercing thru my heart & soul' feeling.Exaggerating but well,it's true.

But i think i've disappointed & upset him as well,i donno why either.I'm like dumb la,i feel.Always doing things w/o thinking or whatsoever.I kinda hate myself now,for e time being.Like useless cum sickening fella?Argh warteva~

Yea mood been pretty sucky too,tend to get irritated easily.Darn i hate da situation now.It's da first time ever in my life i felt so screwed up & stuff,and felt it's meaningless to live on.But shant be so weak,just take things as it comes then.It's nice to have ppl to comfort too,it certainly lessen my sadness.

I'm simply feeling somehow like evan,'dead',or rather numb.Nth can cheer me up & makes me forget abt everything.I'm a weakling too,hopes to escape from reality,immature thinking i've got,but who cares.


Melancholy struck me...


(ps)I aint trying to be emo or dramatic,this is just a tough period for me.Soon it'l be over i guess and i shall post abt happy stuff instead..

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Damn,daddy gave me a dressing down.F*** it,i sooooo hate him or rather his scoldings.He just ranted on & on abt my studies etc,But wth,he actually digress and talk abt some untrue stuff,he's super duper unreasonable la.

But so upsetting lo,cus some words were rather harsh,he actually said i'm one of da worst ppl he've ever seen,like useless and stuff.Omg,tell me which parent say that to their child.He's one freaking jerk,sucky daddy..

If i had da ability or rather can depend on myself,i swear i'll leave this place immediately,i can even sever ties with him,who needs a daddy anyway.Mommie's enuff ='(

Omg,i cant stand it man.Emotions ruled over me,constant crying which leads to mental breakdown.But it doesnt help at all.

He keeps stressing me,but dun even help me think,how am i suppose to know wat to do.He also know i've got no vision of da future & also donno wat i intend to do if i cant get into poly.He leaves it all to me.Wth!

I feel like a good-for-nothing .=(

But i still hope things could change for da better,ahhhh wishful thinking...(this entry just shows how weak i am,but like who doesnt have a weak side.)

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I realised that i haven been blogging for like kinda long,well laziness just got over me.

For da one wk plus i've benn going out & stuff,nth much though .It's just beach,shopping or chilling out with frens.Oh yea i watched final destination 3 & big momma's house too.

Final destination 3 is such a sick show,really!Gosh real gruesome la,that show just makes me feel freaked out ..Anyway those few ways are like da worst way ever to die.Totally eeeww,imagine u're being set aflame when u just wanna get a tan in da machine thing,or u were just sitting at da car and suddenly ur head like explode cus of some huge impact when a truck crashes onto urs,with all da brain scattered around.Damn it was bloody,almost couldnt take it,but well i coverred my eyes at some pt,too bloody for me.x)

Big momma's house 2 was hilarious,like a must-watch .

Oh yea anyway my jae application was unsuccessful,had to appeal & stuff.I'm worried too,cus i'm afraid i got nowhere to go .So hopefully i can get into rp at least.

Well have been on bad terms with daddy too,man he totally sucks sometimes,super unreasonable.I sooo dun wanna live here,but i still gotta depend on him.*sigh
I just gotta bear with it.=/

Sometimes when i do some self-reflection,im kinda useless.Like a spoilt brat who cant do anything.Damn..Anyway some stuff are really vexing,so for da time being i dun wanna think so much,let it be.

I simply love my gals,they're da ones who's always there for me.It feels really nice,and they're almost like real sisters to me.I'm glad i have such great ppl by my side.=)






Playing volleyball
Candid shot


The peacock we saw :]


Beachmates =)

(Ps)photos are damn limited cus some are in my camcorder & i donno how to upload..Lol =D

Sunday, February 26, 2006


Another day chilling out at da beach. =)

Though only a few of us went,but it was still fun.We played with others as well,and made some new frens,real nice & friendly ppl .

But darn,cant imagine such a thing could happen to me.I was just running and guess wart?

I actually stepped onto this satay stick,nono it just pierce thru my foot's skin.Ahhh!So gross & scary ..Cus it went in man,then i had to quickly get it out.Omg,shock of my life. LOL.

Somemore so pain la,tears almost came out.Freaking incident.Stupid inconsiderate ppl who eats & throw the satay sticks around.I hope they get pricked by it someday.xp

Anyway they all got sun-burnt ,except lucky me.Haha!
But i wanna get red too,cute isnt it .But hurts too,gee.So yea going again next wk ,i like .

Oh yea anyway it's over.Da so called 'fairytale' of my own.But it ended in a nice way,still buddies though.

I seriously think having a bf is sooooo not for me,just cant seem to work out or something's wrong.Single's da best for a person like me,besides i dun have da kinda urge to be in love anymore or rather have a bf.Yupp i've got no faith in r/s anymore for now.Besides i'm not in need for a bf,not much diff to me.As long as i got my sweet gals & buddies is enuff. :)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Ahh made da gals waited for me again,kinda long in fact ..So we only reach da beach ard 2 plus,so late.Lol.Anyway join ben,jason n clique.But at first didnt really play together,we just play frisbee by ourselves.

After awhile took pics and all dat,played with some others also.It was quite fun ,and yea simply love going to da beach.

But boo-hoo my pretty nails were ruined,hahas just had 'em done b4 da night.Felt alil sad cus not nice alr,damn.Somemore is da diamante wan okay,argh,alrite enuff whining.Gee.Anyway it's fun being with da gals,and yea we were alil cheeky today,keep touching each others' boobies.whoops.Hahas,that jas soh,da worst among us.

We took so long to shower & stuff and made 'em wait,felt so bad.That beebee,so darn slow.Then wanted to have dinner but gotta walk out of that place,soooo damn far larh.Then cant decide wart to eat & stuff,so hungry cus didnt ate anything for da day,but da gals had prata earlier on.Finally settled on mac and after that,went back hm.

A pretty fun & enjoyable day :) And yea most prob going again next wk,yay.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Yay,going to da beach later on,like finally after quite long.Anyway went out with jas lim & went to orchard & bugis.First went to apply this course thing,da sch is MDIS. Donno larh some shit,saw syafiq & adli there also,ahhh miss him,those fun moments ..

Soon after left for bugis cus kinda late alr,went looking for stuff.Oh yea one super-duper embarrassing incident happened to jas,omg almost died from laughing.Ha she's kinda mad at me for dat moment ,cus i cant stop laughing.Baddie me.But yea poor thing.XD In da end,we bought several things & gosh i love da nails stuff!!
Especially da acrylic ones,da diamante thingy,ahhhh so many nice ones.I'm soooo gonna get 'em soon again,n yes jas became my nail mate.LOL.Hmm realised that i've got loads of stuff to get,and my shopping list can go on & on ...

Anyway this galfren of mine related an incident to me today.After hearing,i'm like so pissed also.How could a bf treat his gal like that.He complains to his fren abt her,duh what a guy .To add it on,he uses lots of vulgarities,so uncouth.This is not da only incident,all that just reflect how bad he is larh.
This clearly shows how much da gal means to him.Man cant stand such guys or perhaps bf who treats their gf like some shit,gals aint some toy yea,if wan,go get a barbie.xp

Okayi'm digressing,but pls guys,treat ur gal like some princess ;)And vulgarities used on her is sucha NONO.

I hope my fren leaves da guy,but yea da decision still lies on her.I know she can get a guy who's way better off him.Anyway if u give up hope on guys alr,look for me.I'm a BI.Lmao!!Alrite just kiddin',peeps enjoy da wkend.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

VALENTINE'S DAY !


Yesterday was valentine's day,sucha sweet day.First time i celebrated it,same for nana,gene & junkai.He got for me flowers also.


Aint it sweet.=)

Haha though got receive flowers and stuff b4,but it's diff when it's bf who gets it for ya.And also da ring.


Haa first time i got it with bf.

Anyway i got him some stuff also.A card,photoframe with a pic of us,bouquet of chocs,bvlgari perfume & a teddy,'Little dudu'. ;D



Gee,little dudu's cute.

LOL.My guy's lucky,cus i dont go to such extent for a guy .Haha special i guess,but yea worth it since he's so nice.Anyway he like da gift as well.
Yesterday orchard is practically like a lovers' paradise,so many couples all ard .

Anyway went to take neoprints also,gee i like.After that had dinner,da ambience & setting is quite nice.But too bad didnt get to eat da fondue i want=( But nvm gonna have it another day.

After that watched 'Casanova',quite a nice show .I guess many guys worship him cus he's so good with gals.haha.. Anyway after that sat & chatted for awhile first.Hee read da card & da poem he wrote was really meaningful.

Soon after he took out da ring & put it on for me,like getting married ..hahas nah..But it's real sweet,cus i've always wanted to have couple ring with bf.for memories sake.Then he send me hm after awhile,i can say it's a great day and also a unforgettable one.Je'taime,hunnybunny <3

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Confessions of a lost soul

Many thoughts are running thru my mind every now and then.There's just too many things to brood over,kinda vexed.There's just too many 'what if',like if i should retake my math & eng,so that i can get a better course.Because i feel that design courses is soooo not for me,and what if i eventually take up da course but couldnt cope with it & fail da module etc..I seriously donno what should i do or decide on right now.Yea for sure,many are mulling over it.

But da thing is i dun even know where my interest lies,totally no idea of what i aspire to be or anything.Everything's like screwed up,i cant keep up,everything just zooms in.Daddy didnt seem to care abt what i want ,he just feel that if possible just get into nyp,and why?Cus it's da nearest-_-.Although true larh cus i'm always late so choosing a poly that's like miles away is not a good thing.But i cant get in also.=/ There's something which i'm alil interested in,which is baking or cooking,available at shatec.However,no future,it's purely my interest.


Out in this world of despair
My lost soul is out there
shaken mind,
stirred, slurred by circumstance.
I lost touch with reality and
i'm in strange illusions.
Feelings are bitter,
what to do
with no sight,
& vision of what the future lies ahead.
Here i am ,incomplete.
Life rolls on
not knowing where it leads to...
There's something else which kinda bothers me.All my friends would be going diff path most prob.The thought of it dawns on me & it's upsetting .Esp my besties,or da cliques.It would nvr be da same again i guess,awww how i detest it.
State of mind=Confusion+frustrated


I HATE DADDY NOW !! ;(

Saturday, February 11, 2006


O's result

Yea finally da result is out.Hmm i did real badly.I got 26,man like where can i go with sucha score,besides i fail math.That's da worst part,shit it i got a d7,just that close to a pass.And with that i'm not eligible for many courses..
BUt what's shocking to me was i actually got a freaking D7 for eng,like wth cus i expected at least a B,but goddamnit i fail.Oh my cant figure out why,cus i can do da paper as well..Argh just accept it & move on..But yay i pass sci,cus i've been failing it the yr round.

Anyway i've got only like two type of courses to choose from and they sucks.It's architecture & design courses,darn i cant design or anything,Besides i'm sooo not interested in both.But that's like da last resort,cus i dun wanna retake..It takes alot of discipline & determination then can do it,i doubt i can.*sigh,first time i feel so lost & donno what to do.The future just seems so bleak,evan & i have da same thoughts.

Oh ya,daddy's like utterly disappointed ,but cant help it what.I aint as smart as some,so no use comparing or whateva shit.I can sort of understand how he feels but he just cant communicate well with me larh..
Right now i donno how i'm feeling too,dun wish to think abt it but cant,hafta make my decision soon.I've no goals or any picture of what i wanna be in da future,so pathetic.I'm not prepared yet,for anything or whatsoever.Everything had just changed.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Another long & boring night for me,i just cant seem to slp only till like 3-5 am.Anyway it feels a lil jittery when i think of fri getting result.Although i have been awaiting for it but it's kinda too soon.Though it doesnt change da fact if it's later,just gotta face up to reality.On dat day,bound to see some crying faces while some are rejoicing.

Man my gut feeling tells me that im so gonna flunk math,but still i've that little glimmer of hope.I wouldn't mind if i go shatec or somehing but just that i dun wanna see daddy disappointed.The though of it just depresses me,cus he dotes on me so much yet i cant acheive this result that he wants.Anyway shan't talk abt it alr,been worrying abt it,just 2 more days yea.

Anyway like what evan said,everyone's like busy with their own life,not much gatherings & stuff,boring ..I missed my circle of frens;the one,monolithic importance that meant alot to me..We talked about everything under the sun & enjoyed our recreational dalliances.Our camaraderie was robust & faultless,not to mention our indefatigable playful spirit.
Ha always play games & also end up getting caught together.The times when we confided with each other when problems arose,not forgetting gossiping,lol..Lots of gossipmongers too,but fun clique XD

Ha anyway evan said she's going wimme to shatec if we fail ,yay got companion .Lol,alrite shall update on fri.Wish me luck =)

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Chinese new year's pretty alrite,gee cus got red packets x)However nth much too,just some gatherings & playing with lil cousins.But times had changed,my K2 cousin is alr putting on make-up+nail polish.LOL,sucha vainpot.Anyway gonna do this survey which my 'nice' lil junior ask me to.So troublesome,lol .Man i realised dat can't even copy da entire thing,argh gotta type myself.Double trouble =/


[INSTRUCTIONS]
1)Do the survey/quiz.
2)Write down da names of 7 people whom ya wanna sabotage.
3)TAg their tagboard & tell 'em to read here for the rules of the game.
Alrite here it goes ...



Seven qualities that i want my potential bf/gf to have:


-Charming eyes!
-Fun-loving
-Humourous
-Understanding
-A nice dispositon
-Patient[cus i'm always late x) ]
-SNAG(sensitive new age guy)+romantic


Seven things that scares me:


~Darkness
~Being alone
~Creepy-crawlies
~Dogs(phobia for 'em)
-Being broke when i need money
~My imagination?cus i tend to imagine too much,ha
~Spooky stuff,wooo~ya know,but i lurve horror shows.lol


Seven random songs at the moment:


-Dont forget about us`Mariah carey
-Check on it`Beyonce feat slim thug
-L.O.V.E`Ashlee simpson
-Stick with you`Pussycat dolls
-Be without you`Mary.j blige
-Confessions of a broken heart`Lindsay lohan
-Where are you`Natalie & justin roman


Seven things i love the most:


-Shopping
-FOOD
-Money $ ;p
-Cooking+baking
-HAPPINESS =)
-Fun & sweet moments
-Family & these few ppl(Maddy,syafiq,jas lim,soh,xin,rain,kh,evan,derrick,lynn,chienyu etc)+NANA<3



Seven important things in my room:


-My softtoys
-Comfy bed
-Com
-Diary & photos
-Full-view mirror
-My wardrobe & accessories
-Lights,can die w/o 'em


Seven random facts about me:


-I cry easily when it comes to trivial matters
but not HUGE ones or over guys.
-I love kissing ppl who're dear to me ;D
-I dun poo outside other than my hse
-I'll freak out if a dog is near me.
-I have a fatass,hahas
-I love jap & western cuisine
-I'm real nice if u're nice to me too =p


Seven things to do before i die:


-Just enjoy everyday & have no regrets
-Tour around as much as i can
-Find my near to perfect soulmate
-To earn enuff money to spend
-To have all my loved ones wimme b4 i die
-Tell 'em what i want so they can burn for me,lmao
-Able to fulfill some of my loved ones wishes if possible


Seven things i can do:


-Cook
-Eat
-Sleep
-Play
-Talk
-sing
-Run

Seven things i say the most:


-Donno
-See how
-Okay
-omg
-Bye
-Damn
-Alrite


Seven celebrity crushes:



-EDISON CHEN

-Daniel wu
-Ashton kutcher
-Orlando bloom
-Tachibana Keita(w-inds)
-Wang li hong
-Leonardo dicaprio
p.s just find 'em cute,but edison's diff xp

Seven people whom u want 'em to do this:
NONE
Cus i bet some of 'em wun do also.ha

Alrite finally done!Baddie florence.;)

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Today i woke up damn early ,wanted to go make my hair at orchard.But i do things really slowly,end up met rain kinda late also.First went to compass point cus i just have to get that limegreen colour shoes for my outfit,so many outlets either dun have my size or dun carry da design,blah.

We reached orchard alr like 3 plus,no time for shopping cus they close ard evening..We were like panicky,keep looking for da stuff we want.In the end i got quite a few stuff,rain also.

Oh yea we got like da same watch but diff colour,so cute..LOL =D Ha so off we left after most of da shops closed,we still got sooo much stuff to buy.Gee soon gonna have a shopping spree again,i cant wait~ Anyway it's kinda nice to catch up with her,hee usual stuff,loads to talk abt.

Dinner at uncle's hse was quite sumptuous,however i gotta control.Damn it sucks,but cant help it im becoming a real fatso soon.. =(

I'm so gonna work out after chinese new yr,haha trust me guys =p *Have fun & enjoy!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Blah so damn lazy to blog,hahas..Anyway aint working already,kinda glad cus my lifestyle now is like very slack & my feet dun hafta suffer x) Nowadays life's pretty great with all da sweet ppl who makes my day,love 'em loads .Gee shall update again if i have pics or something new,tata~

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Today's fourth day of work alr,it's so much better but still not alrite.It's really damn tiring for my legs larh,but gotta endure.

Ha suddenly like so sensible XD Nah but some ppl are really sickening & troublesome,feel like smacking 'em right in their face straight,but nono too bad i cant..Lol!Lucky for me that da colleagues there are nice & helpful,wun bully or scold me.

I'm SOOOOO proud of myself that i can earn abt $150 in 4 days.Wah my hard-earned money,after standing for near to total of 30hrs i think.=D I work just to prove to daddy i aint useless,he thinks dat i only know how to spend,but at least i can earn alil too,hahas.And yea gonna accompany jas work till like mid feb,but i told da in-charge i only wanna work like 3 days per wk,ahas n she agreed,so good .Yay tmr not gonna work!

Oh i missed life,haha cus once started working like no life.=/ Also no time for this and dat,like shopping,him etc.Argh working life's kinda shitty,alrite persevere i guess,gee.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Well today's first day of work,n blah pretty shitty.I was late,but it's okay.Didnt do anything much at first,after dat had lunch n yea dat's when i realised i'm so NOT independent.I was like wandering abt larh den feel so upset n stuff cus i dun like being alone.But luckily after awhile cecilia join me,hmm think i gotta stop being so dependent on others.

Oh yea and da hrs seemed like foreva man,though i only stood for 7hrs.It's enuff to kill,alrite at least me.;(Damn my feet hurts like it nvr b4,just so so painful n i gotta bear with it.Daddy also came to visit me,kinda sweet XD.

Tsktsk now only i know how hard-earned money is,hahas ..but just gonna do for like 3 days,dun think i can take it.Alrite tmr work again,gonna be a hectic day cus there's sales.=/Hope i can survive tmr,lol.Anyway today's a special day ;)But duh work spoiled it,nvm.A mth of happiness,being with u.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006


BAKING DISASTER >.<

Today went for an interview at taka,for like part time,3 days only?after that den see if wanna continue,but i doubt so larh,cus it's tiring to stand for 8hrs & there's too much rules n regulations,aint my type.The interviewer's like kinda fierce,blah x( I'm gonna start work in like a few hrs time but here i'm blogging,at maddy's hse.

After that went to look for maddy darling,walked ard & bought stuff from supermarket,got da sudden urge to bake.LOL.BIG mistake,haha.I always tot it was fun & easy but nah not an easy task.Esp when wanna make heart or teddy shape,but still i'm way better than maddy.

Hee dat dodo make wan not nice,think like dun have successful wan.Here's mine.

My cute elephant & teddy =)


So nice right,haha;D

Oh yea but it's inedible though it sure looks yummilicious,cus da bottom is BURNT!Hahas..That's when da disaster happen,i just left it for awhile den i went to da kitchen & saw smoke coming out from da oven.
OMG!Hahas yarh jason u're right i almost burn her hse. XD It stinks like hell,ha and to my horror all da cookies inside were literally BLACK,so burned.Gee here's a pic.Heart shape one & hippo.hee,how black!


Anyone,want some ??LOL,eeeeww

Such a pity cus we wasted like so many den finally tot could get some nice ones but yea all burnt,duh all my effort went down da drain,esp da one with iceing,i took so long to make.Hahas but pretty fun overall,lurrve it!

So had fun moments & laughter throughout,but damn tiring larh.I think nana's cookies is way nicer,lol.Anyway we gonna have baking session like every fortnight,gee hope nth disasterous would happen again.


Us with da flour-y face ^_^