Sheesh didnt realised that I havent been updating my blog for like 2 weeks?Okay here I am,Maddy & others stop complaining.Haha!

Anyway I've been rather busy or perhaps lazy as well.School's so dreadful man,I hate Business Software the most.I'm bound to retake that module. :(
Well,there's like tons of projects too.One due after another,gosh.Whoever said school was fun uh?Bullshit.


Some random pictures and probably overdue ones.

The double 'J' who makes my life happier.
My all-time darling. Best guy buddy ever.*Misses.
Miss Tallie.[Hope you're fine. :) ]

Dearest Baby & I.

My all-time addiction cum loverboy <3

And so,I've watched 'Invisible Target' & 'Knocked Up' with baby.Both shows weren't that bad.Been spending quality time with baby,had a Q & A session the other day.I think I know him more than he knows me.HA!Anyway he had his first performance at Heeren but I was unable to go.Nevertheless kudos to him,I promise to go for the next performance.

Exams's like in two weeks time.OMG.I've so so much to revise,all due to my laziness.Alright shall mug hard and play hard after exams. :)

You said that I was all you need beside you.I feel the same way too,baby.

Woah seems like I've been on a hiatus for some time already.Back to the blogging world.Anyway for this period of time,many things happened,both good and bad;happy and sad.

Anyway I'm so stressed as well,for some aspect.The worse thing would be I'm so short of time,time is never enough for me.I've got so many things to do and all that and I cant fulfil everyone's needs as well.

The wonderful people. :)


I still got 3 freakin' projects on hand.God,I hate it. =/

All we need is a mixture of understanding,care,frankness,
trust and most of all, l-o-v-e.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D
Hope he likes the sweet card and present.

Somewhere down there hurts alil' or more each time.
I'm just in a lousy mood.
I've so so much to say but somehow I cant express myself.
I think I wanna change to xanga or wordpress soon,so I can lock some of the entries that are more personal.
Or probably keep a secret diary like how I used to.

I think I was too naive to thought of the world as almost perfect.
Sometimes I just feel that I'm alone although there's many who will be there for me.
Nvm about all this,I guess I just spell unhappiness to you.
Yes tomorrow will always be better than yesterday,that's what I hope.

I wonder if I'm really unlucky or simply clumsy.

Guess what?I fell down AGAIN the day before.Two falls in a week,omg I feel so humpty dumpty.Alright that's so random. Anyway the wounds arent recovering fast,and I think there will be scars.Argh,how to heal it w/o leaving a scar?

Today had a feast again,it was to celebrate my dearest mummy's birthday.Gosh,butter crabs is l-o-v-e.

By the way yesterday, we had another round of monopoly championship again.This time the guys were the winner,haha!

Awww I missed seeing Edison on 'Initial D' just now.I love watching him in shows,so darn cute!

Yikes, school's starting tomorrow.I kinda dread going to school,or probably I just hate to wake up in the morning.

This post is so random,alright back to school mode.
Toodles~

So like my one week of break is wasted due to my injuries,no sentosa or whatsoever. :(

In fact I don't feel like going out cause it's such a hassle to walk.My knee's still hurting.But on a happier note,I'm glad that the lost flesh on my big toe is growing back.Haha.I just hope it won't leave another ugly scar on my knee.

Yesterday was such a sinful day,ate a lot of stuff which I shouldn't be eating.Yes,no doubt I'm gonna turn into a fatty bombom.

Anyway hope to enjoy the weekend before the short break ends.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YINGWEI! :)


Sometimes love is very special.
You feel it so deep in your heart.
It's not a love you were seeking,
but a love where fate played a part.

You have such a warm and glorious feeling.
Whenever that person is near,
you know they'll never know,
that this is the way you feel.

Love is like a clinging vine,
it just keeps growing and growing.
But sometimes you begin to wonder,
just where this love is going.

I'll make sure our love will always stay,
locked up in my heart.
Because this is a very special love,
a love that will NEVER depart.
Je t'aime,amoureux.

Today was our class bbq,it was held at east coast park.

Awesome class,MK 07/02. :)
Like more than half of the class turned up,but too bad didnt take any pictures.Anyway I love the chicken wings & squid,yummy!

It was rather fun however the boo-boo part was I had a bad fall.I sustained quite a few injuries,but the worst was my knee,like the flesh could be seen.Eeeew,it hurts so bad.Seriously I think I'm jinxed with bicycles.Since young I've had countless falls whenever I ride,resulting to all the ugly scars.

I should have a phobia for it,but nah I'm a tough lady.HAHA.
But I'm fragile now,any contact with the wounds hurts real bad. :(

Sometimes I do reminisce the past.....

Today's dinner at No signboard seafood restaurant was superb.
The crabs tastes oh-so-heavenly!Besides they were really HUGE,totally satisfy our craving.
Gosh,the word 'FOOD' never seems to leave my mouth for once.HA!

Oh no,tmr there's a dinner for fathers' day celebration as well.My aim is to slim down,not freaking add on excess fats!I'm gonna be a fat chick,damn.

And monday is our class Bbq,man how to resist?!Will someone kindly please ask me along for gym/jogging session?I'd appreciate it lots,haha!

I simply hate projects,they are such a bother.Especially doing it during holidays.*Shrugs

Anyway yesterday after chilling out at Starbucks,we headed to Sebas's house.The four of us played Powerpuff girls version of 'Monopoly'.It was quite fun & Sebas was the first to withdraw from the game cause he became bankrupt,following by Baby.Yea we won,girls rules but Genn is the big winner! ;p

I cant wait for 'Song of The Sea',fondue, more board games session etc!


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Dear Daddy,may u stay happy & healthy always.
Love you,like always. :)

Sometimes I think I enjoy cooping up at home alone.

It's the only time when the pace seems to slow down.Very often we get so caught up with life that we don't even have time to sit down and take a look at the changes in our life.

Today I realised many things changes.Sadly,things doesnt remain the same from the start till the end.

I'm gonna start with friendship.How many of us can actually maintain a good & close relationship with all the friends around us? It takes two hands to clap.If one party doesnt put in effort then it'd all come to naught.

As for best friends,when time keeps both apart, the sign of drifting apart will show.Seriously I dont like the feeling when I'm not as close with my best friends as before.

When it comes to love, it is everything but perfect.Quarrels are inevitable.Problems arises after one and another and no way it wont surface again.I,for one believe that love is more than making choices and sacrificing.

I know everyone will have their own mindset,thus we cant blame anyone if there's a argument when it comes to their own concept.Each individual will remain their stand and refuse to budge,therefore the conflicts are never-ending.

Anyway I've learnt the art of tolerance.As long as it's worth it then it's alright.I'm a horrible & self-centered girlfriend.I guess even a handbook of 'How to be a good girlfriend' wont help in any way too.He is in misery & each time I'm only adding on to it and not reducing.Bad Cassy,wont you be good for once?

Sometimes you have to give up some things in order to keep something more precious by your side.

My heart just felt a plunge,my strong clairvoyance is sending signals.
Things are beyond my control.
A thousand apologies for hurting you,baby.
Maybe I'm really not worth your love.

ps:Just some random thoughts,I still love each and everyone. :)

Finally it's the 2 weeks holiday now.G-r-e-a-t!

Aww but then it's such a short break,1 month would be just nice.Hoho.
Alright therefore I should make full use of this short holiday.

• Sentosa outing.
• K-ing session.
• Work out at gym.*
• SHOPPING SPREES
• Lastly,meet up with friends whom I have not seen for donkey years.

Anyway 'School's out' @ DXO.It was an uniform party.Only sold tix and left rather early.

My dear lessy.

Parties with themes are cool,I like. :)

Oh yay tmr would be the last test,POA.It's like the worst test,no wait but I think it couldnt sucks more than the business application one.Stupid IT stuff,I'm bound to flunk that.So pathetic,cant even do half of it ,merely a quarter.Damn,I'm such a dummy at IT stuff.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for poa as well,cos I'm not clear of the concept.But still thanks to Pearleen who taught me today.Think of ICAs kinda dampen my mood but the thought of two weeks break actually overtook it and made me slightly happier.

Till now,I still cant forget the scene at the crematorium.It's simply heart-wrenching to see a family grieving over a member's death.Therefore there's this cliche saying,'Cherish what you have before it's gone or else you'd regret'.Let's just cherish the people around us cos u wont know when they'll be gone.Life's really unpredictable.

Anyway it's been two months with baby. Hope we'll stay blissful. :)

Byebye ICAs,hello holiday ! =D
(Happy belated birthday to dear Chienyu & Jason seah too!)

This coming week I'll be having 3 ICAs.Gosh ,gotta start muggin'.Anyway got 24.5/30 for marketing.Ha,not bad.

Tuesday caught Pirates of the Carribean with baby,gen,adelia,sebas,jj & ks.It was a rather nice show,Johnny depp's character is one funny one.Wednesday was like sports day for our class.We played basketball,frisbee and abit of tennis.I kinda like tennis,it's fun.Pams clique rocks too. :)

Sometimes words are fatal enough.

Daddy's back from thailand,kinda sad that I couldnt go.I miss the food there. Sorry for today baby,I know I'm not a good gf.I'm not anything u wanted or expected.It's been hard on u for putting up with it.:(

MAY BABIES. :D

Sentosa outing on 12th May. :)

Photos will be uploaded soon.But yea this year my birthday wasnt as fantastic or anything.Cos I didnt plan properly,plan cancelled and I didnt meet some of them.But still thanks to all for the wishes, gifts & celebration. :)

Alright so I'm not in a great mood now either,unhappy stuff happened within two days.How fucked up is that.Sometimes bad things just come at one go.

Happiness,have you gone missing?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ! ! ! :D
*Shall update again.

My lappy internet's down,thus I cant blog as often,okay that serves as an excuse.Haha.Slowly, the enthusiasm of blogging is fading or probably simply due to laziness.

I have missed out updating on so many stuff and now I remember nuts abt them.I think my lifestyle is pretty mundane now,I need more zest man.It's more like school only,I havent hang out with Maddy,Soh,Gera & bB for damn long already.At least I still get to hang out with Adelia & Genn. Plus I havent shop for ages I think,how lifeless is that.

On the other hand,something to get excited over is my birthday! It's in a week time,but I didnt really plan.As in like organise chalet or something,cos it's seems so troublesome.Therefore,will be celebrating with some of my cliques. =D

Anyway it's been a month for us already.Actually longer than that though.Ha.It's a bliss being with you baby,more months of happiness to come. :)

Miss yanyan's birthday kiss. ;D

I've been real lazy for april,always not updating my blog.HA.

Anyway gonna update more tmr.This post is to voice out my unhappiness towards this ripping off photo issue.

Apparently,someone took a few pictures off from my blog and post it on sggirls.com.That's really rude.Although it isnt protected but then he shouldnt post it on some web also.So infuriating.

Anyone knows how to enable the 'no copying' of anything from blog ?Otherwise,any one can easily get hold of them.Damn,that sick guy outta get a life.

School life's been keeping me rather occupied.I kinda like this lifestyle I suppose.At least I'm not wasting my time away.

Oh,and Daddy got me a laptop.Although I didnt specially requested for it,cos it's for school use.But still wanna thank Daddy for it,cos he spend a lot of money on my stuff.Think the only way to repay him is to show him results.

I hate the fact that I have to carry the laptop and thick books around,it's damn heavy.Simply makes one more irritated,cos the hot weather is frustrating enough.I'm gonna get a locker with the girls,it's so much more convenient.

Anyway one of the main reason I like my class is because we're united.Hence it makes the class more fun.Especially with my dear miss yanyan & 'lame' huihui. :)

But it's like complicating cause there's so many notes,tutorial questions all that.U have to read it urself.That's the bad part about it.No self-discipline=No progress.

Alright enough about studies.OH ya,I've yet to upload photos of my new hairstyle,though it's no biggie.And I wanna go Sentosa this week!I have lesser time now,but still hope to meet Maddy & clique+ the girls soon.

Weekdays stay over at Yishun just sucks.So far,totally no point.

*I'm so addicted to you.<3

Alright,so today was first day of school.It wasn't as bad as I thought.Haha.I think I'm beginning to like my class more now. MK 07/02 :)

My classmates seems like a pretty fun buncha people.Oh life in poly's like kinda different from secondary school.I think it's much more relaxing & the time passes really fast too.I'm gonna study hard,cos it wasnt easy getting into the course.And if I dun strive hard for it,then all my effort will be wasted.

Anyway first day of school only,and I saw many familiar faces.Like such a coincidence,even my friendster friends.Gawd.Oh well,I'm starting to like school life now I guess.

So I didnt perm my hair after all,cos it wont look nice.Now my hair's kinda short and there's streaks of red hair as well.Some told me that I look punk/rock chick with it,like wth.Though it's a new change but I so hate my hair cos it's real hard to manage.It's not longer as smooth as before.Blah,just gotta wait for it to grow.

Omg,school's starting tmr.No,more like a few hours time.Haha.I still cant adapt to the 'sleep early,wake up early' lifestyle.I think I dread going to school as well,cos I donno most of my classmates yet.I hope it'll be a rather great day ahead.

Anyway went to Adelia's chalet for her birthday celebration.Shall update tmr.
New hair,new environment,new friends.

Friendship is fragile after all,so much misunderstanding & stuff.I wouldnt wanna lose any one of my precious ones.