Last night went Momo with Maddy,Genn,Adelia & Karen.Many went as well,like Raphael they all & other friends.It wasnt really fun,just enjoy the company,that's all.

Oh,and cant believe such coincidental stuff do happen,but it's good in a way.Somehow,Nicky just brightens up my day.HA! =D

Maddy got me lil' gifts from Hong kong,so sweet of her.I wanna have a G-I-R-L-S slumber party !It'd be so damn fun.And ah-neh,anything can confide in me.Just dun want u to be sad all the time. :)

A new year is approaching in like 2 days' time,that's really really fast.I wanna watch fireworks,though it wouldnt be as significant as last year.But I just wanna enjoy the last day of 2006 with my friends.Have fun ppl!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOON WEE!
ps:sry was too tired to go sentosa this morning.

Right now I'm at genn's house bumming around.Just a short entry with mostly pics.

Us at Kbox

My ah-neh & me :)

The sweeties

bB & Cc <3>

Singlelicious babes(by genn)

Yesterday had dinner at Sembawang shopping centre with Daddy & aunty+lil' kids.Anyway so surprise to see Ken & ruisheng there,cos it's like so ulu la.After that headed back to amk to meet Gdnite & also bB & genn.

Gdnite and I went later and when we went in,saw two mad women dancing & prancing around.Haha.Went to Kpool for awhile and saw mickey mouse & frens,saw the two girls I just knew as well.What a day,saw so many familiar faces.

Anyway had fun with the girls,hope all of us will be happy.
yearning for the day that we'll at least talk.

MERRY CHRISTMAS !
It's the joyous season again.I love christmas cos it's the time to receive gifts. :D
All the places were decorated with pretty lightings & stuff.It lits up & enhance the atmosphere.How I wish I am at Holland with my cousins,it'd be even nicer to spend X'mas over there.
Granny the big Santa & us.
Anyway on x'mas eve,had dinner at Aunty's place.There's always the turkey,shepard's pie & stuff,but the pasta is the most tasty of all.Oh and the logcake was sinful too.We took some pics and it was great to see chien yu again,my dearest & closest cousin.Still rmb we used to be two lil' kids doing silly stuff.
She's the Santa while I'm the reindeer :)
Time for unwrapping presents,got a Calvin Klein handbag,Mango top & another top.I've yet to receive other presents.Awww I love receiving presents or lil' gifts.

Chien yu,Megan,Faith & ME.
After that,took a cab to Coccolatte with my bro & friends.They wanted to go Mos,but end up stayed at cocco as well.Met up with my sweeties,bB & gen + chuen koh & friends.Saw my pri sch mate & rayson as well.Oh Ogy was working and he was so nice to gave me the first jug for half price and another jug +a glass free,so gave them to my bro & friends.Nevertheless had fun with the wild babes,bB was esp high.Haha.

My beloved cousin & me.Silly duo. x)

It's kinda meaningless to spend X'mas eve this way.After the partying,headed to Cine 'Xin wang hk cafe'.Adelia intro the desert to me,and the next day went back for it.Totally yummilicious~ We took cab home in the morning.

This year Christmas wasnt special at all,at least last year was smth.I hope next Christmas would be fun.

Grrr,few days back we met this bloody cab driver.He charge us a freaking $42.He's totally mad,dumb conman.Still give us fake car plate number.Forget it.Ahhhh I wanna go SNOW CITY!
It feels like a part is missing from my life.Undescribable feeling.

Woah,havent update for almost a week.

Last Sunday finally went to Sentosa with Ah min,Adelia,Karen and friends.They were a great buncha ppl to be with,had loads of fun & laughter.Oh,we played the water games as well.I name it 'Boing boing'.It's fun but when u get to gulp down the water.Totally gross~Adelia & I keep playing cos jasmine & karen were scared.So tiring,we even wrestled,Adelia left this blueblack on my arm.Tmr meet her shall get her back.HA.

Overall,it was a fun day with them. :)

Sometimes it's ironic how things turn out....

Anyway the party at DXO turn out to be a disaster,in the end we didnt get in.We headed for supper and home after that.

My girls. ;)

I'm gonna have a awesome wkend,and also a great Christmas. =D

Heart,this time dont be stubborn like how u used to.

Thursday finally met Lim,on the way saw Kansie and we went to play pool.Soh brought her bf along as well.Had dinner together and Beebee came for awhile.After that,all went separate way.Lim and I went to Kbox,hadnt sing with her for so long,had fun & I'm looking forward to the next meeting.

After so much & so long,I wonder what's next...

Friday slept till damn late,met them for dinner then headed to central with Gdnite.Played pool and Soonwee joined us asfter work.We saw this very pitiful old man and keep harping on it,Gdnite talk so much crap.Funny la.We went to Mac to slack for awhile after that,I bought happy meal,cos the toy was Hello Kitty!LOL.Took some random pics of gdnite,so silly but fun.

I've been spending quite a lot,but Mummy's so nice.She didnt scold me & just give me money whenever I need.Love her loads.But I'm gonna work soon,dun wanna be a darn prodigal.

I'm soooo going out now.Dun tire urself out from work,loves*

I'm back from chalet.It was Roman's birthday.Havent got hold of the other pics,upload again when Roman send me.

First day went there,eat,slack,play & also played Xbox games.The game tennis was rather fun,we played doubles match and keep criticising this and that.Gee.A few of us played card games and all of our hands went red from all those smacking.Ouch~ Oh and we had Kansie's video one & only video,nice figure eh.Jasmine soh took it,she's scary. XD
We stay up till morning,and they had brekkie while I took a short nap.

Until afternoon we headed to Escape themepark,it was scorching hot!But out of the blue,it started drizzling & finally rain.Ruin the day,we only got to play some games.Such a pity that 'Pepsi revolution' and the other machine wasnt working.No excitement.Oh and they got this ostrich for me,it looks weird and its purple hair keeps falling.Argh,should have chosen Nemo instead,hair-less.Yuhang got a pet as well,the dumb-looking donkey from 'Open season'.HA!

Oh I saw a few familiar faces at Escape as well,wat a coincidence.And I bump into Xueli too,so happy to see her.She came and join us for a short game.Raphael's such a cheaterbug.Lol.But we had a great time playing.Played card Mahjong with the gals as well,interesting & more convenient.

They started bbq-ing and we continue playing.We played abit of water bomb as well.Many was there,Emm & pat,pearly,gen,serene,fiona,geraldine and the guys were mainly Jinlong members and some others.I heard they went to the Red House to explore,even climbed in.So scary man.I,being the scaredy cat didnt went of course .I will not go and explore such places.Too much for me to take.Haha.Ahhhh I dislike guys chalet,cos they are always so messy & dirtyyyy~

We left on the third day early in the morning,so tired.I slept for 12 hours straight after reaching home.Overall it was rather fun.And Happy Birthday to Roman!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUIS & BEN TOO! =)

Changed a new blogskin,cos it's gonna be the festive season soon.

CHRISTMAS! :))

Gingerbread men looks so cute!

It makes one wanna eat 'em.

But they dun taste good,so ginger-ly.eeew.HA.

The thought of X'mas gives me the thrill.

Food galore,presents,X'mas carols and FUN times with friends.

I hate all the codes stuff.It makes me go all giddy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SNOW WHITE ! =D

Bad editing.LOL.

May happiness be with you always,stay blissful with ur dear boyfriend.
CHEERS to our 9 years of FRIENDSHIP.LOVE ya trucklaods! :)

Cool Slideshows

Limited pictures of Ah Min & me.Im gonna take more pics with her.

For the past few days nth exciting happened,kinda dull I guess.I cant exactly remember wat I did either.Just the usual hangouts with friends,oh and moments doux too.HA.I have been hanging out with Beebee mostly,cos other gfs wasnt free.Sometimes I guess having a bf is good too,gfs cant possibly be there for u all the time.They've got their guy and other stuff.

Anyway got to meet the other ladies too,Minmin,Adelia & Karen.Great company.And I saw turtle & clique on Sat,so nice to see her.Oh,I didnt went Sentosa today,wth.Always cancelled or smth.But next week is must go! It's been too long since I last went there.I'm still looking for a job.Haha.Shall update again.Happy belated birthday to dear evangeline too! :D
Dun be unhappy abt it yea,Dumbly simply cant get enough of u. :)

VIVOCITY !

Yipee,I went to Vivocity with Daddy today.
Finally, I went there after so long of yearning. :)
The place doesnt seems to be as H-U-G-E as wat ppl described.
But the place was two thumb's up cos of the wide array of shops.

I declare it as one of my fav shopping places.
Cos it's so convenient.All the shops are there.
Mng,Zara,BeBe,M.A.C, all the beauty stuff etc ..
I love the place.I cant wait to go there again.

Oh and it was a nice surprise to bump into a schmate,Shaun & Cassey.
Sadly,Candy Empire didnt impress me incredibly.
There wasnt like A LOT of variety,in fact they sell some common ones as well.
Two thumb's down for that.

I didnt get to explore the whole area,cos I went with Daddy.
Only bought shoes & 2 top,cos not much time.I'm sooo going again!
Boo-hoo,these few nights were boring.
Maddy just had fun at Mos,and here I am rottin'.
Grrrr,I'm off to bed now.
Missing u is my heart's way of reminding me that I love u.

I dun have the feel to blog.

So yea,a brief one.

Sat was boring,I didnt get to shop. :(

But then had 'moments doux'. :)

The silly sotong of mine.

Arghhh~ Sunday I didnt went to SENTOSA a-g-a-i-n!

I'm so so sooooo upset.

Everything's screwed up.

Nevertheless had fun later in the day.

OMG!If only I had them...HA!

Had pepper lunch with Beebee.Sort of visited Sandy as well.

Think it's the only place I enjoy eating rice,cos

I hate having rice. Eeeeww.

I saw a HELLO KITTY shop!*Screams madly

Cant resist it,so darn cute.Feel like buying everything.

LOVE IT.

Headed back to Amk,played pool and waited for Soh.

Went to K-BOX & sang to our hearts content.

Soh left to meet her bf.Hence Beebee and I spice up

the atmosphere by dancing in the room.

We were prancing ard,kinda cranky.

Beebee was so high & hot as well.

That's my wild gal. ;)

The gals never fails to make my day.

Dumb expression of mine. =/

Friday had crabs,today had crabs again~

I think I like it better when Daddy's in a good mood.

That's when his shares rises.

NO quirky mood or sickening naggings.

Tmr gonna have some sumptous dinner again I suppose.

And alil' shopping.

SO much of eating.Imma big,fat PIG.
>.<

Sing,sing,sing!

I cant wait till sun comes,cos this time I'm going to Sentosa for sure.

With Adelia,Karen,probably Minmin & donno who.YAY! =D

I just cant help falling deeper for u.The one & only.<3

My all-time beachbabe & me.

ANNUAL NETBALL FAREWELL DINNER .
PICTURES !!!

It's the time of the annual netball farewell dinner again.It's a happy+sad occasion.It is always filled with tears,joy,reminiscene,fun etc..Another year had passed swiftly.Seems like so yesterday when we had our farewell last year.This is indeed a very special day.

This year it was farewell for Yiyong,Twins,Zarina,Colleen etc..Anyway the gals were awesome cos they managed to clinch the 4th postion in the North Zone.Kudos to them. :) Thinking back then when we were 4th position,it brings back many feelings & memories.For our sch,we were the first batch to made it.Those trainings, matches & tears of joy...I feel very attached to my batch of gals cos we went through alot.

We had steamboat dinner again~ HAHA.Though it wasnt some food galore,but we enjoyed it.Oh and I was sooooo glad that some of them turned up.All of my precious mates namely Rain,Kaixin,Xueli,Yingwei,Azlinda.Other ex seniors turn up as well.Had dinner and ta-dah it was performance time!They had this hilarious skit done and they performed well cos it takes alot of courage to do so.

Following next was the different items by our juniors.They sang & danced,it was entertaining. I think our juniors are damn cute.Then it was the highlight of the night,SPEECH TIME.I can fully comprehend their feelings,so nervous & shy.Lol.One by one said their piece and some cried,it's really meaningful & also feels extremely sad. After that we played a few matches,hadnt played for so long.But it's fun,enjoy their company a lot.

Miss Heng is our S-U-P-E-R coach.Over the years she has put in endless effort for our netball family.She gave all she could,and Miss Chung contributed as well.The constant love & concern touches us greatly.In our eyes,she's the BEST coach ever.She can make yummilicious cheesecakes too. =D

I miss those times with the netball girls.Unknowingly,netball has become part of my life.It was a remarkable & wonderful journey,I'm glad our path once crossed.Especially those great friends I know via netball,they brought immense joy to my life.Friends for keep! ;)

I LOVE OUR NETBALL FAMILY LOADS . <3

Haha ppl tagged and said why no updates.I only update when I'm back at Yishun hse.So here it is ~

I'm lazy to recall wat happened on tues.Wednesday met up with the gals to discuss abt the farewell gifts stuff.Baby Rain brought her guy along as well,I can see that she's truly blissful.After our conference,we decided to buy this cute Pooh handphone accessory.Had dinner and left.It was nice to meet up with 'em cos we hadnt catch up for some time.

After that headed to a pub with friends,didnt really drink cos I dun like the taste of alcohol.Coincidentally bump into a few yckss students there,went back to Amk with 'em cos didnt wanna go Momo.The rest went home,had supper with kansie and koon xian.They went to look for colleen & raymond,they played cards for so long.I fell aslp.Duh~ Boring wednesday.

I dislike ppl to take me for granted and they dun even realised it.I cannot tolerate it.Not like once or twice,it's all the time.Wth.I can only blame on myself,cos it's hard to bring myself to say it out .Heckcare first.

Anyway recreational activity again,Sentosa on sun.Finally I get to go . =)

Yesterday was such a flop.Didnt went to Sentosa as planned cos something cropped up.I was so disappointed,gotta wait for another week. Blah~ Nvm,hope to have a gals gathering this sat/sun,not forgetting our pig-out sessions. ;)

However yesterday afternoon wasnt wasted.It feels kinda complete within.I donno wat's the best to do now.I dun want it to be a moment kinda thing.Oh,and last night was so frustrating.I wanted to have supper & I couldnt find any gals initially.I was craving for punggol nasi lemak & frogs.But no gals accompany me,grrrrr~End up meet Minmin,Adelia & Karen to have supper,hadnt met them for a wk alr.

After eating,we took a cab back to Chong Pang.Minmin & I chatted for awhile,then they came and send us home.

Today laze ard at home,darn bored man.Anyway poor beebee,seriously guys who two time sucks big time.Well,tmr's plan gonna meet Maddy,probably shop ard & have steamboat with Beebee also.I wanna have the Ma La Huo Guo,it's damn spicy but I like the kick from eating it.Gosh,all I do is eat & eat.Time to hit the gym soon.
Love comes from the heart and can't be denied.
I cannot hide those old feelings from the heart.I hope things will be just fine.

I just return from the clinic.Gahhhh,the whole procedure was sucky.I felt so uncomfortable,the doctor did this ear syringing procedure on me.The pressure was pure discomfort.But it's absolutely fine now.Yay!However I need to go back on Wednesday again,so troublesome can.

I havent had my beauty sleep since yesterday,I donno wat's wrong.I dun feel tired at all.Yesterday couldnt sleep as well,so ring Goodnite up & ask him out for Mac breakfast cos I was damn hungry.As usual,he & his craps,but darn funny.He was suppose to accompany me to wait for the bus,but he needed to POO urgently.I kept pulling him,so bad of me.LOL.

After a few hrs of sleep,met Nana to take my stuff,it was kinda awkward but still alrite.Hadnt seen him for so long.Eng how was nice to accompany me to Bishan to meet Gdnite.Met him for dinner at Sakae Sushi,cos I've a sudden craving for it.Beesiew join us as well.The food I ordered was below standard,they ask for my comments and they cancel the order.Great service I should say.But it ruin my 'Sakae' mood.Haha.

We walked ard,trying to find stuff to buy but all the shops were closing,didnt took neos as well.Headed to amk to play pool,I was the Champion for the night.Damn tyco la.Went to chalet for a short while,then had supper.I had my fav F-R-O-G-S.I'm a contented gal. :DD

We were suppose to go Sentosa today.I waited till now,keep calling them & yet they are still sleeping.Grrrr~ There goes my trip to Sentosa,I wanna go soooo badly.

Cheer up Beebee,things will get better.U still have CC . <3

I'm gonna follow wat my heart says,though my head's telling me it's wrong.It might be harder to take it next time butI cant stop it,being stubborn is one of my traits.

I'm extremely T-I-R-E-D today.Daddy still ask me to monitor shares for awhile in the morning cos he got smth on,and I agreed even though it's troublesome.And yet he gave me some sickening attitude,say small matter also cannot handle etc.HELLO~Like I know how to play shares.WTH.Damn angry,couldnt stand it.Alr so tired still make me even more pissed.Donno how to appreciate my help.

Yesterday was F-U-N!Met up with Maddy & Beebee at Bugis,had Ajisen for dinner.I act smart la,ask the person for extra spicy,end up almost teared from eating it.We walked ard & even took neos,been so long since we last took it.It was kinda funny but still we had fun.

We headed off to Clarke Quay to meet the rest,waited quite long for those who came after prom.There's a party at Coccolatte,very nice of nic to put me on guestlist.I was surprised that many turned up,from my class etc,like 20+ ppl in all I guess .Everyone was having fun on the dancefloor,including Maddy.Her virginity to clubbing.HA!And some of us pole danced,haha funny la.Saw a few familiar faces as well,and I'm so happy to see Anita.Such a pity that it ended at 3.All of them went home.We had supper and headed home as well.I had a terrific time =D

A rose among thorns.Ha!

Shall upload other pics after I get hold of them.

I dislike updating a few days later,cos I tend to forget some of the stuff that had happened.

Monday went to Yue Shan's hse for dinner.Initially I felt so out of place,cos they were all from their religion group.I felt so awkward and they kept asking me to mingle ard,I hate being forced.But slowly,I manage to fit in.We played roller blade,balls game & catching.It feels like being back to those childhood times.They were nice ppl and easy-going.After that headed to the shophouse to meet the rest,ton again.No more shophouse now.

Tuesday met Maddy,like finally~We headed to town and began looking for the dress that I had eyed for,and I couldnt find it.So frustrated.We had pepper lunch for the first time and it tasted rather good.Off we went to shop again after dinner,couldnt find any dress I like thus randomly bought one.

It was fun being with Maddy,and she kept laughing at my 'ang-moh' accent.Haha.She went to play mahjong with her frens and I headed to Mos.Initially I didnt feel like going,but last min they ask me again so I went.Cos I didnt plan anything for the night and the tix was free.lol.

However a small hoo-ha happened and it led to everything being screwed up.Kansie couldnt get in hence we went for supper instead.We went to Geylang to have my fav bullfrogs again.So yummilicious~ Also had the famous beancurd and stuff.Keep foolin' ard with Kansie in the car,she's Loo KuKu.Lol.Went back to look for 'em,they wanted to go Thomson for prata,but I went hm instead cos wasnt feeling well.

I saw many familar faces at Mos,Calvin even took a pic with me.Oh and I made new gfs,they are twins.So cool.I had temporary curls done again,I simply love curls. :)

Wednesday-I have been sleeping for long hours recently,alrite it's not unusual.But this morning I awoke to the sudden nosebleed that I had,it's so eeeeww.Donno why suddenly my nose bleed,somemore quite a lot .Now I'm sooooo bored,stuck at home.My rest day.HA.Tmr party with the gals I guess,hope it will be fun.Supposingly gonna accompany Minmin to have her stuff done,but then not going alr.Felt so bad to leave her alone.I miss the girls as well.Meet up soon!

I'm having a bad cold now. *Sneeze sneeze*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALVIN & DANIEL.

I'm back from sch and a visit to the clinic.I waited for one hour ,so freaking long.I was too paranoid,thinking that I might go deaf.Wth.It was just a minor problem,nth too serious.I had it once when I was younger.I still gotta go back on sun,but I wanna go Sentosa! So relieved now. =D

Anyway the girls got me a Hello Kitty pouch from Bishan ytd,so sweet of 'em.Slowly my collection of Hello Kitty merchandise is growing.I want more Hello kitty stuff ~

Daddy's complaining that I spend too lil' time with him,later having steamboat dinner with frens.Hence gotta make it to wednesday with Daddy instead.We are meeting at compass point first.Woah that place was one of our usual hangouts after sch when we were sec2.Those good old times with Maddy & Soh,buying faciful hair accessories etc.

I was browsing some magazine in the clinic just now & came across this particular article which caught my attention.'WHY MEN CHEAT'.

• Ego boost.
• Opportunity presents itself.
• Loss of attraction towards their partner.
• Lack of sex or boredom with routine sex.
• The challenge & excitement of being 'on the hunt' and having a variety of partners.

Somehow it might be true for some cases,I guess it's abt the same that goes to women.Human beings are weird.Haha..

Tmr I MUST go shopping with Maddy & maybe soh.I'm off to lunch now. Toodles~

Finally I update again,been out for the past few days.

Thursday went to Daniel's party and we did nth but eat.Went off shortly after that.I hate it when last min programmes change,so sickening.Anyway the good thing was I knew two new frens,Clement & Angelia,yay another new gf.


Chalet friends


US


My babysitter & Me.


BB & CC.


Imma a greedy PORC.x)



After which went to look for Kansie & frens at the shophouse,slack & play cards.Then Alvin came and fetch us,went for supper & played pool.

Friday met Zhengtao for dinner at Sakae sushi,finally.Haha.But I made him waited for damn long.The dinner was great cos I had my fav sashimi,and we chatted quite alot as well.Next outing would be Sentosa with the rest.

After dinner went to Adelia's hse ,Celine brought her kitten along as well.Adelia's cat was sooo fat.I wanna have a cat too,so darn cuteeeee.Celine's so evil,torture her cat,tie her up and it keeps falling.We went to Amk central with 'Baby Dino' in a basket,had supper and wait for Minmin to come.Adelia left earlier cos she cant stop thinking of it.Cheer up lady.Minmin's sucha scaredy cat,scared of the rat running ard.We slack and left after some time.Bad friday,didnt plan properly.

Saturday was suppose to go out with Maddy.End up didnt,so Goodnite & I went to town.It was kinda late so didnt bought much stuff.We went to meet Minmin and Karen then had dinner at Cine's pasta mania.Minmin's so in love with her boy,keep saying he's cute.LOL.Waited for Adelia to knock off then meet the rest outside Cine.Went to Cosy Bay,it was quite relaxing.Headed for supper and played pool ,while the rest play billard.

It's scary sitting on a bike,I mean when it's turning.HA.My rider poor thing la,had to shuttle to and fro cos I didnt had my keys.Went to Adelia's hse and she came down in pjs,ha so cute.Chatted for awhile and he send me home cos my mummy was at home alr.

Tmr's the last paper,like finally.Evening going to Yueshan's hse for steamboat with Kansie.Tues I must shop alrite,MADDY!Adelia just msg me and asked if wanna rent a hse next yr tgth with the girls,sounds fun.Our own paradise,but yea see how. :)

My eyes are fine now,but I still cant hear on one side.So idiotic cos I cant hear clearly for a few days alr .Will be going to the doc soon.What if I'm deaf on one side?OMG.@_@
A word of concern is good enough,I hope we'll just be happy with our life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO,SAMANTHA & AH MIN!

It's so sickening! My eyes are still in a bad condition.I didnt meet Baby Rain today,felt so bad to made her wait.I promise to meet soon alrite.

I keep grumbling & whining,lim had to take all that.Haha.I've got plans but thanks to my dear eyes that I have to cancel 'em & stay indoor instead.WTF.I could barely open my right eye,I HATE having uneven eyes. ;(

I stay over at her hse again cos I cant go anywhere with these darn eyes.So frustrating & sad.Later I have lunch appointment with Daddy,still going shopping with beebee/lim,Daniel's having his bday party at some chalet at Sentosa.Oh my,how am I gonna survive the day if I dun wear my contact lens.I'd be as blind as a bat.

Anyway didnt manage to go Underwater world,eat frogs with Louis today.Sucha pity,he's going back to Thailand for a month or so.Till then,take care dude.

Sometimes the heart doesnt follow wat the head says.It aint that easy.It's easy to conceal the superficial surface but not what lies inside.

I need some sleep now,lim's sleeping like a dead porc now.HA.

Right now I'm at Ling'er's hse,accompany her till morning then get some sleep & get ready to meet baby Rain.Lim's so nice,my babysitter la,cook stuff for me all that.

Today went to J8 with Maddy,Soh,Kansie,Goodnite & Winfield.Saw nish & yc as well,too bad she didnt see me.We went to watch The Grudge 2 and it's quite a dumb show.Just that EDISON is super duper cute!!It's all abt the scary part,nth much.I'm unhappy,I didnt get to shop much today. ;/

Tmr I shall buy some stuff or during the wkend.I need a new pair of shoes as well,one of my fav shoes with diamantes were damaged.Argh!Damn pissed.Anyway I act likeI'm soooo busy.haha,everytime ask 'em to book appointment,even Daddy.BeeBee came to look for me,she miss me too much.It's so nice to to see her again,miss those Sentosa times.I love my girls. <3

Ahhhh it sucks,my eye's having an infection and it hurts & looks ugly.One side of my ear is blocked,feels so terrible.Hope the medicine works. So shitty. =/

I'm so glad that I'm able to do the math paper,I think I can pass.It's strange that I'm alil' confident when it comes to Math,first time.At least a c6 I hope.Anyway friday went out with Minmin,Adelia & Celine,dress outing.Ha,funny la they.Anyway went to eat & head to party world again.But that day ktv session damn boring.LOL. Smth funny happen la,cannot stand it.So kuku.

We went to Joo chiat to have frog porridge again,so yummy.But I realised that the way they kill frogs is damn gross,first they use scissors to cut off the head then snip off the palms all that.And lastly peel the skin off.Eeew~But they taste oh-so-good.Minmin left for chalet,then ard 5 meet at Ecp again,and off to home.

Saturday meet Maddy & Goodnite for awhile before meeting the ladies.Havent hang out with 'em much,cos of Maddy's Daddy.I miss those fun times too.

Us in the unisex toilet.Ha.



I love her truckloads.

Goodnite & Me.

After that went to Prata hse with Minmin,Adelia,Celine,Chumei & Karen.It's nice to be with so many girls,cos it's fun.Always crappin' & fooling ard.We went to play pool & billard after that,the whole night was wasted I think.It's all abt waiting & waiting,so sickening.Anyway will meet 'em this wk again I guess.

I'm soooo enjoying my holiday.It's the time to unwind and have fun.This week is gonna be fun too I guess.Sentosa ,shopping etc..But I think I wanna work soon,in order to earn money then can go overseas with them.

I couldnt ask for more now,this is the lifestyle I like.It's wonderful to have great frens ard me.I just saw Rain's blog and I didnt know that she was alil' affected as well,cos that time I was so upset.But well baby,like u said 'I'll get over it someday'. :)

Tmr meeting Maddy and the rest,I cant wait.Gonna watch The Grudge 2 also,there's EDISON starring too.Ahhh uber cute! Finally can meet Soh also,she got a cute bf now,hope she'll be happy & move on.I'm feeling happy most of the time now.

I'm still thinking if I should perm my hair.I think it might turn out ugly,but I ;ove curls.Now looking for ppl to perm tgth.

After a short conversation,I realised that I was so wrong.I didnt think before I do things.All I thought was me,myself & I.I didnt consider his feelings as well.All the while,I was acting like a selfish bitch,whining and complaining.I let emotions rule over my head.Wat abt myself ?I did wrong in the past as well.

I still blame him for that kinda attitude,to think again,he wasnt mean enough.Besides he didnt mean to say those stuff also.But yea,I'm not gonna do things as I like now,gotta think first.Anyway manage to salvage the friendship with yink,I hope nth goes wrong again.

I'm really apologetic about all this.

The weekend has arrive again.Darryl's having his birthday party in a club,but I doubt I'll be going.I wanna hang out with the girls instead,there's gonna be endless fun.

Alrite gtg,having Math paper 2 later.Ahhh I'm nervous~

Tmr's the LAST DAY of O's. =D

Great company (edited by Minmin)

Anyway ytd stay overnight out with Minmin,Adelia and Celine.We had frog leg porridge at Chong pang area,I still think Maddy's hse there one the best.After dinner,headed to Safra's partyworld to sing for a few hours.Supper after that,we can really eat.Then it's 'drifting' time.Lol.Minmin weak la,everytime legs turn into jelly.Drift,drift,drift~

Initially didnt wanna join 'em cos kinda extra,but they were friendly and nice.The night wasnt wasted afterall,had a great time hanging out with them.It's always fun being with girlfriends,nth but fun moments. I wanna have more girl friends.During hol gonna meet corin,serene,nish etc,can get to know 'em better.Cool.

But blah,I think I made a mistake in befriending someone.I thought she was a really nice friend for keep but end up I donno why she's like that.No more chats or words of comfort,maybe she have her reasons but whatever~I'm just disappointed & bewildered..In a difficult position should have told us also,make us look like fools.I wont understand okay.U didnt even tell us anything.Time out?U already decided,no point saying more,ur choice.Even link also remove,think it's a game uh.I'm more upset than angry.Forget it.Just lead ur happy life,tc.

Hooray,finally the holidays are approaching.I've got tons of stuff to do.It's time to catch up with friends.I'm excited!It'll definitely be an enjoyable holiday. :)
As time goes by,I donno wat u want.Those words & harsh tone of urs hurts me,it's so unlike u.Perhaps u really detest me that much,else u wouldnt even hope I will get out of ur life.Didnt knew it was so easy.At least let the friendship remians.I shant bother u,till u feel like talking to me once again.

This week is such a hectic one.Papers,papers,papers~Tmr's so blah,three in a day.

Finally I met Maddy & goodnite,seeing 'em just makes me feel so much better.They nvr fail to cheer me up too.Maddy even got a Hello Kitty hair accessory,with diamantes for me.So nice!Lim also got me some Hello Kitty stuff from Genting.I love ppl who buy Hello kitty merchandise for me. :)

SO YESTERDAY

Today Math paper was quite a relief I guess,cos I think I did it better this time round.But many ppl thinks it's easy,so they might moderate and eventually pull down my grade. =/
Social studies paper was pretty alrite too,but I doubt I can score.No worries still can use last yr's grade.

Supposingly meeting Minmin & Figo to go sch together,but never once I meet 'em.I'm such a tardy queen,I always dilly-dally.End up,gotta take cab.But woah,today's a record,I took cab 4 times.Tsktsk,bad la cos I wanna cut down.Minmin is so crappy,but fun being with her.She wanna do so many things with me,I doubt end up will also.Ha.

I've been having sleepless nights,since the day before.It's so sickening.Last night I mug till 2 and end up I stay awake till the sun rises.Darn.My dark rings are getting darker.@_@ It's kinda scary to be in bed but stay up till it becomes dawn.Sleeping pills,pls~

Anyway I'm much better now,though I broke down twice ytd.Sigh.I know ppl will say it's no use crying over someone who wont cry over u and stuff.But it's hard to control,I didnt know it'd hurt so bad.But at least I wasnt affected when I was doing the papers,cos I have to keep a clear mind in order to think properly.

I dun want puffy eyes,eeeww.Daddy also asks if I was alrite,he tot I was so stress.No way,but I came up with smth dumb,I said I think it might be infection.LOL.Worse still,he ask me to take care of my eyes.Oh,good thing was I didnt cry today.Alrite I shant cry so much,no point.

Maddy & turtle even wrote in their blog entry abt me,so sweet of 'em to console me.I love Maddy,Jas soh+lim,Rain,bB,evan,hannah and many others.Many wished me good luck etc for O's too,thanks all.I feel LOVED,though I'm outta love.

I hope Turtle,Juon & I will get over it soon.No crying girls.We shall stay happy all the time. :)
I gotta stop loving him and not harbour any more hopes.Not even a msg to wish me. :(

IT"S OVER. There's gotta be more to LIFE.

No matter how I try,I cant get to slp.Shit it.

After a long time of bawling,I feel slightly better but still I'm in a unstable state.When the tears are gone,I saw the msg he sent,tears just cant stop rolling down.It's just so dreadful,it hurts tremendously.I know it'll happen sooner or later but I still wanna insists on salvaging it,but it's of no use anymore.

Before that,I really hated him for not replying.Anything can just tell me,rather than made me wait and think so much.And the reason just pisses me off even more.I hate stupid excuses,meaningless argument & sarcasm.I dont see the need for it.

Anyway it made me feel so pathetic at first,no one would treat me this way.Now I know,things doesnt always go ur way.When I'm with him,I have zero self-esteem,I even felt that I wasnt worthy of him.I donno why the hell would I feel this way.But well,on second thought,I shouldnt make myself seem so worthless.

I cant believe it did happened,but yea face the reality.All along I didnt have the courage to walk out of this relationship which I cherish alot,cos I know I will have a tough time getting over it.I was just trying to escape from reality.

It has alr drag on for abt a year,and finally it's time to let go.Problems like bad communication etc would surface,it causes more tension.As time goes by,it spells unhappiness.Since it isnt a happy r/s,there's no point either.

Those flashbacks of those memories made me feel worse.There were too much and I still rmb 'em vividly.Those times were imprinted in my heart,'moments doux'.It really feels as though smth huge has collasped onto u.

When he said that time I said I still love you was that time.Now is now.It made me wonder why would someone's feelings fade that fast.It's only been a week.I just dun understand.It seems to me that letting go for him is pretty easy,makes me feel heart-broken.How could someone just let go so easily,or probably I'm being weak.It leaves me feeling baffled.

However from this r/s,I have learnt to give and take.It's nice of him to want me to change for the better.I think my attitude has improve slightly,lesser tantrums now.I think ur loved ones are the ones who hurts u most,no doubt.It's becos u hold 'em dear to ur heart,and the impact caused would definitely be greater.

It has affected me immensely.However I dun want it to affect my studies.Just a week and it will be over.But the time to unwind myself,there's the big O's. Fuck.It really sucks.I still gotta put it aside and focus.How horrible.

Seriously no words can describe how I feel.I havent felt this way before,one of the saddest day I have had.I hope the heartpain would go off soon.At the same time,I dun want to end it in a bad way,still gonna be good frens.I hope he will find someone more suitable for him.As for me,wait till I get over it.Time to move on,stop deceiving myself and let go.It's really hard to do so,but I have to by all means.

I'm glad that my gals & frens are there for me.I dun want them to see me in such a sad plight either.I shall be strong & as time goes by,I'm sure I'll be fine.BIG GIRLS DUN CRY EASILY.I dun wanna shed any more tears for this,it's useless.I shall be the jovial one like always.

At least I've been through a heartbreak,a differrent experience.I dun regret anything.It only makes me stronger I guess. All this are just parts & parcels of life,think positively.

I shall brace up and go all out for O's.
I hope no matter wat,I still have a place in ur heart.Dont forget abt us.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

I've been using excess brain juice recently,feel so drained out.Had tuition session today,my teacher always snacks .Haha too much goodies alr.She never fails to talk abt beauty stuff too.Next wk would be the last lesson.Yay,no more M-A-T-H-S tuition.

Argh, there's a mixture of feelings within me.I seriously donno wth things are now.Darn.Whatever man,I should try to adapt to it I guess.Sometimes I just cannot understand.Will someone tell me how a guy mind works ? Once he said'life w/o me would be boring.'From now I see,I guess there's not much diff.Sometimes u make someone ur 'everything',but he/she might not feel the same way. (tell me I'm wrong)

Anyway Daddy's so nice,on seeing that I've been diligent & also kinda stress out.He's gonna bring me out for dinner,JAP cuisine. YAY.Sashimi !!! Now this would cheer me up alil'. :)

Oh Miss Heng is so sweet to send me a msg,encouraging me.There's other ppl as well,e-cards,flowers, msgs,it was a nice gesture. Thanks to all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIYONG!Wat a pity,I couldnt make it to the bbq.

I'm still pinning on to hopes though it might be dashed.
Sometimes words doesnt show,actions speaks louder.
Just tell me wat's on ur mind,rather than nth at all.

I shall endure for just one more week.I know I outta focus on studies for now,but just cant get some things off my mind.Maths is causing misery in the head,not forgetting phy.Blah~

It's gets irritating when many ppl keep asking me out,not like I dun want,but I freaking CANT.Go slack,watch movie,club etc. I know they might not realise it's o's period now,but I'm just sick of it.I'm not in the mood to entertain or chat either.Free,free,free?Argh. Moodswing I suppose.

This morning,some freaking idiot got nth better to do.Gave me a morning call,and talk some gibberish & I donno who it is.WTH!It wasnt easy for me to get to slp,and of all time gotta call me early in the morning.Couldnt get back to sleep after that,super duper pissed. ;(
NO MORNING CALLS PLS!(unless there's urgent stuff or after 12PM)

Although we havent come to a decision yet,whatever it is I will accept it.Though there's this inexplicable fear within me.
Time might head us nowhere, Fate might break us apart, but I'll always be thankful that once along my journey I knew someone like you. Cheesy,cliche,whatever,it's my say.
Not much msges or contact. :( U're still the one.

Turtle,cheer up too!

EMO~ ELMO

I hate it when I'm at home,cos I tend to be more emotional.That's when all my unhappiness would surface & I cant take it off my mind.It sucks to mull over some matters.Thus,I enjoy the company of friends.I wont be reminded of unhappy stuff,just play ard & chitchat.

What lies beneath a person's facade,I wonder....I realised it's really hard to understand someone well enough,not to mention know him/her inside out.I dislike superficial people as well.

Maddy's back,with lil' gifts.Thanks sweetie and also for always being there for me & stand by me.U're a great listening ear,we shall get through the tough phases of life together.

Anyway I had a big fright today,shant elaborate.I hope it's not anything serious. :(
Many thoughts but unable to express it all.

'Will you hold me if I fall,tell me you will always be there for me.'

I will love myself more from now on. :)
I miss hunnybunny.I hope we wont drift apart.

CHINESE O'S

Chinese O's is tmr.All the best to fellow mates.I hope to get an A2.Alrite back to the chinese materials.Anyway hope Maddy will have a great time in Genting.Toodles~
Being with u is a gift,if I lose u for good.I'd be lost.
U have no idea how much u mean to me.

Here's the photos for HALLOWEEN !

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Presenting yours truly .Kinda scary ? =D

Happy US!

We had a fabulous time ytd at escape theme park.Maddy,Jas soh,Kansie,Goodnight & Winfield & I went together. Although it wasnt that crowded but the atmosphere was there.Lots of wandering 'ghosts' & monsters! However the boo-boo thing was not all the rides are operating.

We took many quite a number of photos with the monsters there.Some of them really gives u the creep,so evil-looking.The rides wasnt that thrilling but the haunted house was really spooky.While inside,there's loads of screaming but it was fun .

We also took part in this dress up competition ,the theme was 'The grudge 2'.The materials were so limited,only garbage bags,toilet rolls & masking tapes.They wrap me up with toilet rolls,kinda funny but i couldnt move an inch.LOL.

End up I WON!Cos I have long hair. Goodnite looks funny too.We actually had 6 movie tickets to the movie 'The Grudge 2'. Awesome ! It was really worth it for the prize,so much for the makeup & dressing up. =D

We had lots of laughter & fun there.We're gonna dress up next yr.I cant wait ! I love Halloween & my clique! HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL,HAVE FUN! :)

Anyway we sort of separated,we need more time to reconsider our r/s again. I dun want to keep stressing over it,I dun wanna be unhappy in a r/s.It's better if we understand each other better or smth.Things are beyong our control.After O's then see how things go,I hope things turn for the better.I wanna be appreciated.The road to true love was never easy.
I have found love in you, and found you in the search of love.

I think insomnia is back to haunt me.Last night,I toss & turn for like one hour before I can fall aslp.It was alr 5 and Daddy had to wake me up at 12 to study.WHAT A PAIN! Such a dreadful start for the day.

I've finished quite a few papers,quite diligent alr.For a lazy bum like me.I think I cant be bothered with stuff,not letting things distract me.Thus there's this drive within me to push myself to study.Not bad after all.But I do feel stress out at times,no fun or anything just books. :(

Whatever ! I need to unwind !I'm going with my clique to the 'Halloween' event.I hope it'll be F-U-N! =D

Escape to "Hell"oween - The Grudge 2

Come join us this Halloween season for an unforgettable "Hell"oween experience at Escape Theme Park. An entire realm awaits you and your family.In conjunction with the release of the new movie, The Grudge 2 this November, the Park will be decorated with the movie's theme. Be prepared to be spooked by wandering "ghosts" and "spirits". Get your destiny read with tarot cards, Indian fortune telling and Chinese palmistry


Date:27 October - 29 October
Venue:Escape Theme Park
Time:7pm - 11pm
Ticket Prices:$10 (Adult)

Sounds cool,the tarot cards & stuff.And it's 10 bucks only.Haha.I wanna go to a costume party soon,it seems so fun!

I know I'm a problematic gal. To be honest, I dun have the words to make u feel better, but I do have the arms to give u a hug, ears to listen to whatever u want to talk abt, and I have a heart; a heart that yearns to see u happy always.
I still love u like always.
Even when u're mean or wat.HA!

Darn STALKER ;(

STALKERS=SHITHEADS

Today's a BAD BAD day.

Finally,I went out today to take a lil' break from those damn books & naggy Daddy.He's been nagging more often,irksome.

I went to meet Maddy and we had our fav Sambal prawn rice,today one taste downright awful.We went to play a few round of pool and as expected I won.LOL! Oh,I bumped into my primary sch best fren as well,so nice to see her again.She's in NYJC now,smart chick.I enjoyed Maddy's company :)

Some stupid incident happened when I was on my way home.This guy walked past me in opposite direction and suddenly after a while,I felt someone was following behind.To my surprise,that guy was behind me,so I pace up alil.It's so obvious that he's stalking me,bloody ass.He keep lurking around,waited for me and keep looking.Eeeww!!He still pretend to hide somewhere at one point.Wtf.

Luckily I was alert,else I donno wat could have happen.My hse vicinity is really unsafe.That ass made me stood there paralysed with fear.End up,Daddy came and fetch me.Too bad for that darn idiot.Pls,no more stalkers.I've met a few.

Anyway it lead to a lil' squabble.I didnt called him straight away when I reach home.I went to take a quick shower.My phone was on silent mode,so I didnt ans his calls.I alr told him Daddy coming down,so I should be safe & sound.I wanted to call after my shower.But he claims that I donno how to think for others,cos he's worried.

I know it's my fault for this,but I alr apologised and all that.Still,he hasnt simmer down.He digress and said why I switch on silent mode,might as well dun bring phone bla bla bla.I dun think it's my fault cos each person has his own likes.I hate the irritating ringtone so I put on silent mode.Nth wrong with it.

Although it's my fault that I didnt ensure him my safety right away,but the main thing is I'm safe.So I think even in a fit of anger,he outta cool down alil.But no,he's still pissed.Still I dun think he hafta talk in that manner,I think it's kinda rude or smth.I freakin' donno how to appease someone & I think just let him be first,else aggravate him even more.

So much for a stupid stalker thing.

Sometimes I see myself,I donno whether I'm pathetic,dumb or whatsoever.Wth. =/

TO HELL WITH BLOODY STALKERS/MOLESTERS ! ;(
I'm sry,baby.
But I hate it when u get mad at me.



Anyway my NEW pretty nails.HA!

I'm sick of being at home.Daddy keep asking me to study, I cant possibly study the whole day right.He just dun understand,I hope he goes to work soon.

Last night I was bored,so decided to send sweet E-cards to friends.I sent different ones alrite,except the sec sch ladies cos there's too many of them.It's just another way to keep in touch with 'em and to convey my concern & misses cos we dun have many chances to catch up with one another.I wanna hang out with 'em after O's.

My tuition teacher is kinda friendly & nice.But she distracts me la,cos she'd chat abt clubs,guys & beauty stuff.Haha quite cool.Today she enquire abt the fake eyelashes and stuff,it really does wonder to ur eyes.I'm still trying very hard to cope with Maths. =/

To love and to be loved is the greatest joy.

Due to my laziness,I didnt get up in the morning to update Daddy regarding the stock market.Hence he suffer like a few thousand loss,felt rather guilty.But hey,cant blame me entirely cos I cant get up in the morning.Luckily he didnt scold me or anything.

I dread staying at home,it gets really boring at times.OH! And i got this darn problem,such a torture la.For today I think I peed like 10 over times alr.WTH.Im gonna take some pills & it'll be alrite.I hate peeing for now.Ha.

Some bloody guy is super irritating,such a pest.I alr said umpteen times that I'm not free to hang out & he keeps ranting on & on abt how humourous he is,fun,destresss yada-yada..Oh shuddup,if it's that way find other ppl who are interested ,not ME.Such ppl irks me greatly,irritants!

I can see that he's trying to comprehend how I feel and think of us,thanks for being understanding.I shall not let my mind wander about then.

Dun be silly Cassy,things are gonna be absolutely fine. :)

THAILAND TRIP =)

I'm having sleepless nights for the past few days.Somehow I just cant get to sleep,for whatever reasons,I donno either.It sucks.

Okay realised I havent update regarding the trip to Thailand on 28th Sept.It's been weeks,I know.I'm just plain lazy.Not much pics though,cos when I was there,camwhore mode wasnt switched on.

I guess I'll just briefly mention those stuff which I still rmb.HA.

Alrite firstly I do not enjoy the trip at all,I only love the food there.Those meals at restaurants;sharksfin,crabs etc.Simply delicious.However it's kinda unhygenic,I bought this yaki-tori thing & to my horror I found a hair in it.Yucks.

OH!It's kinda weird being in the ladies with 'she-males'/transvestite,and it amuses me when I see 'em touch up.The most funny thing was this man in his mid 30's came in to the ladies and he did not felt embarrassed or anything.He just look at me & went in to some cubicle.OMG!I was gigglin' to myself,cos we dont come across this in S'pore.He's a normal guy,FYI.

Not to forget,it was kinda rare to see normal couples I supppose.So whenever I saw normal couples,I'd feel at ease.But once I saw this supposingly normal couple,turns out to be even more abnormal.The boyfren was wearing a B-R-A,and he has no breasts,just chest.I was mortified.It was hilarious as well.Sick la he.

However,I realised some transvestites were really pretty and they have long silky hair.But the thought of some might have dicks is such a turn-off.LMAO!For a moment,I feel like going under the knife as well.But I wont do it,it seems so tormenting.

I L-O-V-E how cheap their shoes were going at,even those heels which has lots of diamantes.If I live there,I'll buy a pair every week I guess.Those lingeries too,I bought quite alot,real dirt cheap.So cool.And not forgetting their TAXI,uber nice cos they comes in different colours+super cheap.If s'pore cab is like dat too,I dont mind taking it everyday. =D

I love the PINK one most.

I like the diamante butterflies hairband a lot.I love stuff with diamantes.I regret not buying more of those.

I get to spend more quality time with Daddy as well,we had a heart-to-heart talk.He told me many personal stuff & I think it's great cos it brings the bond between us closer.He seems like a solemn guy,however he has his share of goofiness as well.He dun mind acting cute with me,that's sweet.

My nose resembles Daddy's one,I hate it. SO BIG.I always complain to him abt it.Haha.

The old & young one.Tongue out!

Hmm,but it made me think back of the past.The lack of family outings & stuff is really upsetting.The only complete family photo I saw was when I was a baby.We never get to take pic as a family as I grow older.I really hope for a complete family,if only things doesnt turn out this way.My wish is to have a family photo taken again soon,though things are diff now.

Back to the main topic.I had my nails done there too,and bought quite a few boxes of acrylic nails.I wanted to sit the ferris wheel but Daddy doesnt like,spoilsport.Ha.Oh,and some youngsters ard my age or slightly older at the airport was dumb or shallow la,they tot Daddy was my 'Sugar Daddy' Wth.-_-

It's damn high,I reckon the scenery up there must be fabulous.

Nail art rocks.


I think I gained like 2kg when I came back,I ate a lot over there.I cant seem to rmb other stuff.But the air steward was cute.Gee.I wanna go overseas soon,but with frens. :)

I just had my nails done.It's somehow like french manicure but with a touch of zebra prints.Nice nice! ;)

Sometimes I tend to think too much.
Wont u stop thinking for once,dear brain.
I'm afraid or smth,just a weird feeling.
I'm gonna try to slp.

Things doesnt seem to be the same.

Patch with nana

Today's a special day for me. :)

I'm feeling extremely HAPPY now.I've been awaiting for this day as well.We finally got back together after so much stuff has happened.He's soooo sweet & nice to me,which makes me feel really blissful.Thus,I'll treasure him dearly.

I think he's really worth it cos he can tolerate me,accept my flaws also.I shant take him for granted or let him down then.Ha!

I just hope this time round,we'll have better communication and understanding of each other.Even if we cant be tgth again,at least we tried & will remain good friends like before..

He made me realised many things,learn stuff too.I feel gay whenever I'm with him.Lol!Once in awhile right in the middle of an ordinary life love gives us a 'fairy tale' after all.

Let's mend this broken love tgth, my precious amoureux.
Ur presence in my life brings wonderful smiles & loving thoughts within my heart.
Je t'aime <3

I hope we'll nvr part and our love will lasts.

It's fun hanging out with them,LOVE 'em loads! :)

Vivo la vivo city

Alrite,I screwed up phy component yet again.Haha. I hate phy la.Seriously,I donno wat's the freaking use of experiments.

Anyway went to school with Minmin,chatted quite abit,can get along pretty well.Winfield talked abt Vivo City,it seems like such a great place to S-H-O-P! Keep tempting me by talking abt the various food outlets,shops & even CANDY EMPIRE!Awww~Totally attracted.Not sure if tmr going though.

I sooooo wanna go VIVO CITY !

Happy birthday,Syafiq! :)

O's sci prac

O's science practical is tmr !

I'm feeling alil' nervous cos I cant do physics experiment for nuts.It's gonna be stuffy in that tiny lab. =/ I hope I know how to do some,at least.I dun wanna screw up this time,good luck to those taking it as well.

Come to think of it,it's been almost a year gone.Time really flies.

Back to revision now.Toodles~

Am i oversensitive or what?
It's just inexplicable to me.

Happily -Ever-After Deficiency Syndrome(HEADS)

I tot it'd be a great day for me to release stress.But yet,last min things changed.Soh cant make it thus K-ing session is cancelled. :(

I ended up with Maddy,went to had dinner and dinner wasnt fantastic either.OH!We witnessed a very pitiful old man going ard eating ppl's leftovers.Really poor thing la,upon seeing it my heart feels a twinge of sadness & sympathy.

Imagine how unhygenic and gross it is?But I guess for the sake of surviving hence no choice .He even ate my share. >.< I felt bad as my noodles were real spicy & he has to find more 'dirty drinks'.We went to get a variety of bread for him,as we were afraid that he'd go hungry.When we came back,we couldnt see him anywhere.I'm glad at last we gave it to this rather pitiful old lady.

I'm suffering from Happily-Ever-After Deficiency Syndrome.(HEADS) I guess majority of us subsconciously or not,lost faith in sustaining a relationship.Over a myriad change of generation,increasingly our cynical bunch gradually develop such a thinking.

I'm craving for a stable r/s as well but there's just this niggling fear in me that makes me hold back from believing what I really yearn for.Even if I'm attached,there's this fear of heading to 'Splitsville'.

Sometimes,I feel that we dun understand each other well enough or something.I feel a mixture of feelings at times.I'm doing whatever I can,cos u're really important to me.I feel perturbed. :(

I love my online diary,cos I'm able to pour all my woes or jot down happy or memorable times.

I wonder if it's meant to be,and how much I mean to u.
I yearn for a bond so strong,that it'd nvr part.
Je t'aime. <3

I HATE getting up early in the morning!! Daddy woke me up from dreamland. >.<

Surprisingly I stay at home the whole day.Cos I'm usually restless & dislike cooping myself at home.I'm controlling myself,I soooo wanna get out and chill with frens but nah all these recreational activities can wait.Wow,I do know how to set my priorities right afterall.

I miss Daddy.Cos if I'm outside,I have my meals before going hm.And if I am at home,Daddy always get food for me,be it lunch/dinner.I dislike going down to get food,the last time was prolly several months ago.I think alil' 'aunty' or weird la.I think I'm MAD.Ha!So Mac delivery is my ultimate choice.

I'm extremely displease with my gf's guy.Seriously,I think he's so not okay.Fancy a grown up man,threatening ppl.Wth!Somemore also doesnt concern him,YUCKS.To me,he sucks.Grow up will u,think it's fun?Childish!Dont think u're the king or some shit la,bloody tyrant wannabe.Mind your own business,it's girls problem now.*Rolls eyes

Right now,maths and science materials are my all-time companion.How great.=/

Bad cough & stomach cramps been plaguing me.Sickening~

I wanna hang out with 'em too,kinda upset la.Gotta buried my head in books instead.K-BOX tmr.YAY! :D

My wkend was such a boo-boo.Studies been occupying most of my time,so life-less.But just endure cos one reaps what one sows,and I wanna pass soooo badly this time round.

Yesterday,some unfortunate happened to Maddy.She was molested by some bloody pervert.Scare the shit outta her,she hurled vulgarities at him and he ran away.Luckily he only touch her butt and nth else.

I totally understand how it feels cos I've encounter it before.I was merely p6,innocent schoolgirl.Stupid crazy fella,stalk me somemore.The worse is he didnt run away,he still got the nerve to look at me and ask 'What?'.Being the timid me back then,I kept quiet and began bawling after I met my fren.Poor me.Ha!

Seriously,perverts are real scary.I think they do such a thing means they've got some mental disorder problem or whatever weird habit etc.Why cant they visit brothels for goodness sake,wanna take advantage for free.Get a life man!I cant tolerate such immoral,beastly acts.Those low & degrading creeps!Hope they turn out impotent,that's the best =D

Thus,gotta be more alert & careful of the vicinity.Only then,they will have no chance to paw on u with their filthy hands.

I didnt know a strong friendship would turn out to be that fragile.I thought it is of utmost importance to one but it seems like to some,other ppl/things are their top priority.True friends doesnt come and go,so dont forsake them.And I realised sometimes there is more than meets the eye,u wont know what lies beneath.How very disheartening.

I just want things to be simple,I dislike ulterior motives or whatsoever.

Anyway Daddy went overseas again and he left me with this very important task.Haha.He wanted me to monitor the stock market,inform him as and when the statistics of his shares changes,be it drop or rises.What a bother,gotta wake up early in the morning like 9 and it closes at 5.Gosh,such a hassle.But if it rises,I benefit too,more money for shopping!Im keeping my fingers crossed,pls rise.Gee.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY,RAIN!We shall go out soon yea.

MEMO TO SELF : STUDY HARD FOR THE REMAINING DAYS TILL O'S OVER. :)

Nice windchime with pretty seashells.
Love it,and the person who gave me as well.

Byebye secondary sch

TODAY'S officially the LAST DAY of SCHOOL !! =D

I've been waiting for soooooo long for this day.The first day I went back I already wish I could withdraw.Initially,I couldnt stand the fact that I'm gonna be w/o my usual cliques and it'd be real tough for me.Secondly,I felt embarrassed as well,to go back as a retained student and in N.A.Many asked me why am I back,seriously that's a damn stupid question to ask.

NO MORE embarrassing moment when I'm afraid to bump into ex-students.Everytime I bump into 'em,I wish I could hide somewhere or run away.That feeling totally sucks.It just made me feel useless/ dumb or whatsoever.No one will understand how it feels except those who have been thru it.

I do care how others look at me or how they feel & stuff.The worst is when ppl keep jokin' abt it,laugh at it.C'mon though it's a joke to u,but the person will feel hurt.However all this wouldnt happened if I studied hard.Hence hafta take it in my stride.

NO MORE darn rules to abide.That's the best thing.I can do my pretty nails and other stuff.This year is the worst year I've ever been thru throughout my entire education journey.

The only good thing I gained from going back to YCKSS is knowing great ppl like Kansie,Winfield,the 6 ladies,Ck,Nish,Jiayu,Serene and some others better.

Now's the time to give my best shot & also my 'last' chance.I can do it. :) Gotta be optimistic as well.HA.I dont wanna waste Daddy's effort & money too,and lastly to be disappointed in me once again.

TATA,SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
(I'm feeling overjoyed!!)

Weee didnt went to sch for two days.I met Maddy,Soh and gdnite.

We went to town,but didnt saw much stuff we like hence gonna shop again soon.It's damn fun hanging out with her,simply love doing everything together.We always reminisce the past,laugh at whatever embarrassing incidents together.Lots of memories as well.We plan to go on a tour also.I hope so :)

Soh and gdnite also full of nonsense.They are a great bunch of company.


Besties . :)


Uncle so extra.Lol

I'm gonna stay over at Maddy's hse soon,yay.Havent been there since so long ago,i miss Nasi lemak and my fav FROG LEGS.Yumyum. I cant wait to hang out with her,I'm gonna do her nails too,that aunty do until so ugly.Haha.

Tmr's the LAST day of school. Wooohoooo~

My stomach still hurts after so many days.Wonder if i got Norovirus gastroenteritis ,it struck like 4 schools.I'd be sooooo proud to be the first and got my school into the newspaper.Haha,just kiddin'.

I'm extremely HAPPY that it's gonna be the end of school soon. I cant wait!Tmr might skip sch & go shopping or smth with Maddy.Or prolly meet Rain.Yay.But I've been muggin' hard so a lil' break is fine.

Today damn unlucky,a few policemen screened Jas soh,gdnite and me.Wth,we also dun look like bad kids.They really got nth better to do, somemore ask if my nail art is allowed in sch and abt my makeup.Such a nosy-parker.

Anyway I hate being caught between the devil and the deep blue sea kinda situation.It's a real bother.It always causes many problems/arguments to arise.Dammit.Have to think of the consequences and stuff,and end up being blamed for keeping mum abt it or leaking it out.Besides I'm not the party involved,it's hard for me also.Sigh.... I hope it wont happen again.

No communication for a few days.Miles apart but always on my mind.

Replies here when there's more tags.

Porky : U're welcome,just a trival matter.Anyway no need la,cos first item sold the money also not enough for a treat.LOL.Earn more then see how.

Maddy : Hey darling,u're back! Meet up soon yea ;)

Xueli : Yea we outta organise a chalet,it'll be sooooo fun! If cant get then have BBQ also not bad.Play again,u sure anot?U cant count for nuts la.HAHA.So unlucky always lose.Anyway hope u enjoyed. :)

Kansie : Okay big feast soon+ shopping .

Karen : Yea to some it's no big deal,but I simply cannot stand it.Haha.Anyway no more school for us.Cheers!

Jinyong : Oh okay.Hope nth serious yea. Take good care of urself.

Rain : Most prob I'll go tmr,gimme a call.Maybe we can hang out after that.Lots to catch up =D

Passerby : Haha yea,it totally sucks.Think u understand cos u dun like being alone too.

Nish : Hey Twisties! Yea I saw alr,somemore Sonic wrote it so damn ugly.Itchy hands la he,think he gonna vandalise more tables.Haha,I wanna see ur 'twisties' fingers!