Finally i went to school today.Today was alrite,cus no maths & sci.lol

Anyway sch's still as boring as ever but well nvm.Sch has started but i haven't adjust my sleeping hours.it's like reverse.

Jasmine was kinda nice too.I cant wait for wkend. :)

It just feels so empty.

I slept for like half of da day.Feeling damn tired cus hadnt slept for 2 days.Ytd went to watch da gig,titus and his band members did a great job.It's kinda cool.I also met up with a few frens,they were friendly & nice too.

I went to da family gathering again cus it's my lil cousin,Megan's bday.We had korean cuisine for dinner,pretty yummy.I love da icecream cake as well.Lol.

Anyway sch's starting tmr,i tot of taking mc but first day go better.Cus didnt go for remedial during hol,all get call out together better than alone.I've got loads of hwk undone.Blah~

I think tat this hol is horrid.Too short,haha.Cus of da darn accident also.Sch just sucks.Gotta endure for 5 more mths.>.< I DREAD GOING TO SCHOOL!

I cant get to sleep so gonna blog about some random stuff.

Again i stayed over at maddy's hse,mommie doesnt mind also cus having hol now.Darn sch's starting soon,boredom's gonna arrive.

Well we had dimsum for supper ard her hse area,it wasnt tat nice la.After we are almost done,it started pouring.wth.so unlucky,hence we took a cab back.FYI,da meter didnt increase at all,so u can know how near it is.

Anyway i feel bad & upset i guess.Just not in da best mood.I sorta had a quarrel with him,i soooo hate it also.But we just cant cool down & talk in a proper manner.I admit i was showing attitude but he also.

The whole conversation sucks la.It's just of a misunderstanding or something and it had to resort to this.

I know i shouldnt probe so much but i just wanna know,it's always better to clarify things,i believe.But well it lead to more problems instead.I felt apologetic abt this whole thing also but i aint entirely at fault.

I donno whether it's i cant express myself properly or he misinterpret da meaning.But warteva it is,i didnt wanna start an argument.I think it's either i really agitated him or his attitude is like tat when he doesnt tolerate.Hate it though.

We talked abt other things also,didnt know tat he's suppressing his true feelings as well.I guess he doesnt know how i really feel also,still can tell me to find some guy.If i want i will,so no pt saying also.

He says since it's da last chance alr so no pt harping on it.As though i sooo want it,i just kinda lose faith alr.I dont wanna go thru all that again if i think tat things cant work out.Like love cant be forced.

Im sick of these few conversations,hope things will be better.I wouldnt want things to become so tense.

Anyway gonna wake maddy up & leave alr.Oh yea im glad that my baby,rain has got herself a gd guy.Wish her happiness.=)

Going to a gig with beebee,to see titus perform.He can sing & play da guitar real well.Then prolly chill out and just enjoy my day.Enjoy yr wkend peeps,esp students whose hol are ending soon.I feel tired alr.

My horoscope,all about me+ taurus woman

TAURUS WOMAN

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.
Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle
with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women,and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

My say:In this case so untrue,doesnt fit me at all.What's with da slim and moderately tall woman,i'm opposite of that.Wth.Lol.YEa jolly person.But funny & weird though,i've a round face i guess.XD

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time,and will remember them so well. If
she gets really mad at you,you will suddenly become a totally and
completely stranger to her.

Yea if im really hurt or upset,i wont show it.I'll just be da cheerful self.And yes kindly dun piss me off,else u'll regret.Though i wont be easily super pissed.U can try ur luck some day.heh

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement.She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation.She can be in love with you today,and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patience with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Okay ,100% untrue.Im damn,super impatient.haha anyone who knows me well enuff should know.yesyes abt da love thing it's so true.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life.She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living.She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine clothes and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl.You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

Money's real impt but not da most to me.And yea i cant stay at hm for whole day long.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head,but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

OOh yea,i love animals esp cats,hamsters and others.But not DOGS,omg i'm really scared of it.I've got cynophobia,phobia for dogs.FYI,i've got claustrophobia as well,abnormal fear for enclosed spaces.Also for darkness,like super dark kind.Blah,hate it.And yupp definitely i've my own way of showing love,and im honest when it comes to love.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

It's accurate this time.I'm someone who soooo needs freedom,try to tie me up den get outta my life.haha.I love guys with their own personality,more unique kind,it intrigues me as well.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".

Aha,im not a green eye monster.I'd rather be curious abt other interesting stuff than to be paranoid abt stuff.And yea absence makes da heart grows fonder definitely is true to me.

She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every
things should be done for "Happiness".

Yea i'm a sentimental person,happiness is da key to my blissful life.hahaha

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something,she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

Yupp true.HAha as for cute and funny,cool and tough it all depends..

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

I love questioning ppl abt their dreams especially.Im born with a strong curiousity for living things.I emjoy teasing ppl as well,gee fun.I dont like keeping things to myself,i feel better if i talk abt it,but depends if im in da right mood or ready to talk abt it.I take promises seriously,however i do break promises as well,i know it's bad of me.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman,then do no tbe jealous or possessive,do not be narrow-minded,do not critisize about nonsense and small insignificant matters.Try to like her friends and let her have her own privacy then she can be very sweet to you.

Men for me shouldnt be easily jealous or very possessive,cannot stand such man.yucks..And surprisingly i can be real sweet,but aint that easy to see that side of me beneath my real self.lol.

Alrite i guess ppl understands me more now. =)

Sentosa again :)

We were suppose to have a class gathering today however it was cancelled last min cus too lil' ppl.Spoil it,but nvm.

Beesiew and i still went but reach there ard 4 plus alr,think ppl also going hm.Haha.We like go there for picnic but after awhile we approach a small group of ppl.WE ask if we could join 'em and they were cool with it.

They were also 17 and they are actually quite friendly & nice, just not too chatty.We played frisbee and volleyball,after that ppl come n join to play for awhile,even an uncle and his son.The uncle damn cute & comical,keep luffing at him.

After awhile it was dusk alr,they hafta go hm so we pack out stuff and begin to take pics.We should have take it during afternoon cus it was too dark la.Nevertheless here they are,kinda boring though.but just scroll and see or exit this window.x)

Beautiful scenery


Da super vainpot

Yours truly

Though there's only two of us,i kinda enjoyed today with my beachbabe,bB.

Freaky cat.Yikes!

I stay over at maddy's hse again on mon,and we cook pasta,watch soccer and stuff.Then ard 3 plus my fren came to fetch us back to my place.

Damn that's when we had a spooky experience.Somemore with a bloody cat.Dont be mistaken,i love cats though,just not that paricular one.

We were chatting and while we were abt to go up my blk,there's this strange black cat there blocking our way.It's a special kind of breed and one look of it or rather its eyes will surely send shivers down ur spine.Worse still,there's a funeral going on at da void deck,even more creepy.

It all started when we wanted to scare da cat off,it wasnt even da least afraid of us.It keep staring at us and suddenly begin to follow us.We walk ard then started to run.It's damn scary.

It looks something like this but even scarier.

Then tat's when a clumsy person like me would fumble,i was too panicky and scared la.Thus i ran,slipped and fell on my legs cus da floor was wet after it rained.Like WTH,cus it hurts so bad,da swollen part.In addition i got a new cut on da other leg even before my injury recover.Haha quite embarrassing as well,sucha klutz.

We were like two loony running and screaming.FYI,our screams was like,'Someone's after our life!'kind.We ran like one bus stop away,how exagerrating is tat.That darn cat better not appear again.*Fumes madly ;(

It is not ridiculous or stupid alrite.If u think so,i hope someday that black cat finds u & chase u out of ur life. xp

Anyway latest pics of my leg,lol i know it's gross but i just wanna post.

Ta-dah!
Damn terrible i know,but it just wont get better.I take da med daily and mommie helps me to rub as well,but still not healing any faster.Poor leg,poor me.

The final ending for us?

He and i got back on da 30th of may but broke up on 18th june.It's da final chance for us alr.

We've known each other for like 5 yrs and it has been a on-off kinda thing and we nvr got together.However finally we got together last yr and it lasted for 2 mths + but broke up cus of some reason.

But after some time,we got back together.It wasnt a easy decision for me but i'm willing to risk again.Everything's so sweet at da beginning.But eventually when it's like da 2nd wk or plus,things arent da same anymore.

To me it's like we aint tat close anymore,like not much sms or calls.Once,there's one day which we didnt contact at all.Everyone thinks something's wrong except him.But since he say busy den nvm,i dun mind.BUt is like after a few days it's always been da same,somemore can see from his reply that it's not like usual.

I alr told him abt it but he thinks there's no prob.But after tat i cant take it anymore,hence i told him stuff.Only then he starts telling me like there are many factors which contributes to da result of this..

Alright he name me a few but da main one was my attitude.Frankly i know i do have attitude problem but not that he donno abt it..BUt da thing is i really did make da effort to amend it,but he doesnt see da change at all.I'm just speechless for tat,cus my close sistas know me well enuff.They know i treated him differently.But since he cant tolerate it then nvm cus i dun wan it to be a unhappy r/s.

The main point of this entry is not to like blame him or whatsoever.I just wanna express how i feel and stuff.

I feel extremely upset those few days,it's torturing,hadnt felt tat way before.But i feel unhappy also cus no matter how sucky my attitude is he also shouldnt treat me tat way.Otherwise if cant stand it then can like tell me or break up,else i wouldnt know.And he says tat saying out da prob doesnt help but it's better than not saying.I can sort of understand wat he meant too.Bad communication i guess.

I really do not wish to break up but it seems tat things just dun work out.For da first time im so serious in a r/s and i've done things which i nvr did before.I really made da effort however towards da end seems tat my effort werent reciprocated.I just wanna have a happy r/s but i didnt know tat i was part of da prob as well.

I'm glad that it's all over and finally we know we werent meant for each other.Sad but true.It's overwhelming but i can see myself getting thru,i can feel myself again.:) It's gd tat he can be happy with his own life and myself with mine too.He's da one whom i'll not forget,always has a place in my heart.Cheesy but yea wateva.

Those moments doux and everything i shall keep it as a great memory.Grateful tat he's given me wat he can,da love,affection and all dat.

I'm happy to experience it all, da happiness,times when i cried,da lil things and sweet stuff.All in one,pretty great.Haha.Da feeling of really being in love and outta love. It feels real gd to be in love actually,for da first time i can feel a special kinda feeling and also do things which i prolly wont.It rocks la.but falling outta love,it's just like da whole world has walked out on u,all miserable and sucky.

But i'll not show my emotions,unless i cant suppress it any longer.I dont want ppl to see me so upset,just wanna look as happy and be my normal self.There were times where no one knows how i really feel.

This is my first true love i can say,and it's a gd experience after all.But yea it'd be hard to find someone who i really love again i guess.It hurts too much and aint easy letting go.The best is just let nature takes its course,besides im still young,no rush man.Enjoy my life and be happy =)

Amoureux,dont forget about us.[l'amour vrai est impression à mon coeur]

Fifa WC fever.Wth.

WC fever's on.Here i am at maddy's hse to accompany her to watch soccer.Really got nth better to do,ha.

Today went to aunty's hse for gathering & sort of celebrate fathers' day.My daddy's a greedy man,lol.He keep bugging us for da pressie.Haha.Kor & i gonna get it by next wk,no idea wat to get.

Anyway dinner was great,esp da crabs.Oooh super yummy & it's BIG.Haha.Well,played Barbie dolls with my princessy cousin,it definitely brings back da childhood memories.Reminisce da past,it's nice being a lil' kid,no worries and carefree.

Hence we cook pasta by ourselves,it's tasty la.It's fun cooking & baking with gfs.Oh yea half of da hol's gone & i've got tons of hwk to be completed.Next wk gonna finish i guess.

I feel so incomplete out of da blue.

Freaking swollen cum lots of blublack leg.Got a hump somemore:(

There it is,my poor leg.It's alr been a wk ever since da accident.It's suppose to recover but yet it worsen.Da other half also swollen,whole shin is practically filled with blueblack.Initially there werent much blueblack,however now it's really bad.

Ppl who've seen my leg felt sad & painful for me too,lol.But yea,i cant do anything,donno wat to do with it also.At first when da huge blueblack appear on my foot several days later,i was panic-stricken,cried alil cus damn scared la.

Whenever i have blueblack,i'll think of him...But no pt thinking.

Stay over at maddy's hse again,whenever i'm free i'll accompany her,she remove da stitches alr,it's so much better.It's not as bad as she tot,hope she'll recover soon.Poor gal. I guess tmr coming over again after da dinner cum fathers' day celebration at aunty's hse,gonna cook pasta and watch soccer with her.-___-.

I WANT DA BLUEBLACK TO DISAPPEAR SOON,AND HOPE MY LEG WILL HEAL ASAP!!

Ytd went to town finally,after so long.My leg hasnt recover but i hafta meet daddy.He doesnt know abt it,i just said i fell while playing netball.Anyway i wore jeans so he cant see how serious it was.

I met him for dinner,we went to orchard hotel.I totally love da desserts most,so yummy.

Appealing,ha

Pretty lil desserts

Ahhhh! My fave =D

Great combi.

I sooooo love da chocalate fondue,it has four tier as well.Totally yummilicious~ cus i've a sweet tooth.It's just nice la.How i wish i have one at home.LOL.

After dinner,did alil shopping at Zara then Daddy's tired,say we shall shop another day/.Blah,spoil my mood.Ha,but nvm.I enjoyed da dinner.Going there again with maddy or jas lim.:)

The aftermath

Ytd stayed over at maddy's hse to accompany her and also i dun wish to stay at home alone.

We felt so shitty la,cant do anything darn bored.It's a waste of our holiday.I'll be going over tmr again,to bring her soup.Haha,good things must share together.When i see maddy,i feel really heartbroken.It pains me to see her in this state.Hope she get well soon.The others are recovering as well,but it'll take longer time,prolly like months.

Today my whole body still hurts.I was so dumb la,suddenly think of da horror thai show,'Shutter' cus i rmb da scene where da man's shoulders ache den he see da woman sitting on top of him.I was petrified at tat moment,somemore i was alone.But yea wth,i realise it's silly & just heckcare.

Boo-hoo,my leg's still freaking swollen .I'll be going to da doc tmr.I hope all of us will recover soon. :)

Most horrifying experience in my life

It happened on da night of 8th june.It was definitely one of da scariest moment of my life.

I went to have supper with maddy then her bf & frens came,said they gonna send us home.However before that,they wanted to go for a ride first.Hence we headed to upper peirce,everything's still fine.

Initially nth went wrong,however when da car hafta make a slight turn,a car appeared.Thus da driver wanted to avoid it,but who knows it hit da side barrier of da roadside..Da car bump into it and next thing i cant remember at all.

When i was awake,i was da only one left in da car and it was totally wrecked.I tot i was dreaming,but i realised that we had knocked into a tree.Even da passenger seat came off,i had to lift it before i can get out.Everything's so unclear and at that moment i coudlnt think at all.

I went out and saw all my frens injured & bleeding from head and other parts.It was real gruesome & horrifying.The scenario was too much for me to take.I saw my bestie,maddy bleeding and i got really scared & worried.I was afraid to see if my face's injured,but luckily no cuts or injuries were inflicted on my face.

But i was unconscious for awhile cus i cant rmb anything after it hit da barrier thingy,maddy and all knew whaat had happened and seen everything.Even after i came out from da car,i keep asking maddy da same qns but i dun realised it at all.

We called da ambulance and they sent us to da hospital straight away.We were in da emergency department.We waited for them to treat our injuries..I suffered head injuries,neck,shoulder and a super swollen leg.But i was da luckiest one,becus i dun have any fractures or need any stitching.All of them had to stay for observation except me,i could be discharged.

We were lucky that no one's dead or anything,if we didnt hit da barriers and hit da tree right away,we'd be worse off.I cannot imagine da consequences.

One had his 2 tooth plus part of gum knock out,need stitches on head.One had internal injury & hand broken.Another one sustained a lot of injuries,both his hands couldn't really move,they were in a cast.Maddy had stitches on her forehead,like disfigured.damn sad for her.Da rest were minor injuries,some superficial cuts and all.

After i went home,i couldnt slp at all,it was too traumatic.I keep crying for hours,it just wont stop.Those flashbacks keep appearing,even when i close my eyes.I fell aslp due to too much crying.This incident certainly left me in shock and it causes this fear in me.

I hafta stay at home to wait till i recover,no shopping and stuff.So boring & sad.All this is simply too scary.I wont forget this incident for my entire life.

Ouch,my whole body's aching like hell.=(

I took so long to update my birthday which is like 3 wks ago,now dun feel like writing so much alr.Anyway i had an enjoyable bday .=)

Even before my bday quite a few number of frens celebrated for me,they brought me out for meals n stuff.Really nice of them..Got quite a few pressie as well.But i like this da most.

It's cute & useful .

Anyway these gals were very sweet to organise a lil party for me.

Da sweet gals :)

Ha,ugly & creamy face

They decorated da house & cooked pasta n stuff,they also made a really huge card for me,so touched.

Min got this cake for me =D

On my bday we went to kbox,it was fun also.

Daddy also brought me out for dinner,it was a sumptous meal.Thanks to my aunty n all who gave me money.lol.Thanks to all who wished me as well,it's nice having 40 over ppl to sms me,im not forgotten,haha XD

After my bday we also had a gathering,it was a gals outing cum celebration.But i'll upload da photo soon.It's extremely fun as well.Love 'em loads.

My 17th birthday was really awesome ^_^