Sunday, February 26, 2006


Another day chilling out at da beach. =)

Though only a few of us went,but it was still fun.We played with others as well,and made some new frens,real nice & friendly ppl .

But darn,cant imagine such a thing could happen to me.I was just running and guess wart?

I actually stepped onto this satay stick,nono it just pierce thru my foot's skin.Ahhh!So gross & scary ..Cus it went in man,then i had to quickly get it out.Omg,shock of my life. LOL.

Somemore so pain la,tears almost came out.Freaking incident.Stupid inconsiderate ppl who eats & throw the satay sticks around.I hope they get pricked by it someday.xp

Anyway they all got sun-burnt ,except lucky me.Haha!
But i wanna get red too,cute isnt it .But hurts too,gee.So yea going again next wk ,i like .

Oh yea anyway it's over.Da so called 'fairytale' of my own.But it ended in a nice way,still buddies though.

I seriously think having a bf is sooooo not for me,just cant seem to work out or something's wrong.Single's da best for a person like me,besides i dun have da kinda urge to be in love anymore or rather have a bf.Yupp i've got no faith in r/s anymore for now.Besides i'm not in need for a bf,not much diff to me.As long as i got my sweet gals & buddies is enuff. :)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Ahh made da gals waited for me again,kinda long in fact ..So we only reach da beach ard 2 plus,so late.Lol.Anyway join ben,jason n clique.But at first didnt really play together,we just play frisbee by ourselves.

After awhile took pics and all dat,played with some others also.It was quite fun ,and yea simply love going to da beach.

But boo-hoo my pretty nails were ruined,hahas just had 'em done b4 da night.Felt alil sad cus not nice alr,damn.Somemore is da diamante wan okay,argh,alrite enuff whining.Gee.Anyway it's fun being with da gals,and yea we were alil cheeky today,keep touching each others' boobies.whoops.Hahas,that jas soh,da worst among us.

We took so long to shower & stuff and made 'em wait,felt so bad.That beebee,so darn slow.Then wanted to have dinner but gotta walk out of that place,soooo damn far larh.Then cant decide wart to eat & stuff,so hungry cus didnt ate anything for da day,but da gals had prata earlier on.Finally settled on mac and after that,went back hm.

A pretty fun & enjoyable day :) And yea most prob going again next wk,yay.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Yay,going to da beach later on,like finally after quite long.Anyway went out with jas lim & went to orchard & bugis.First went to apply this course thing,da sch is MDIS. Donno larh some shit,saw syafiq & adli there also,ahhh miss him,those fun moments ..

Soon after left for bugis cus kinda late alr,went looking for stuff.Oh yea one super-duper embarrassing incident happened to jas,omg almost died from laughing.Ha she's kinda mad at me for dat moment ,cus i cant stop laughing.Baddie me.But yea poor thing.XD In da end,we bought several things & gosh i love da nails stuff!!
Especially da acrylic ones,da diamante thingy,ahhhh so many nice ones.I'm soooo gonna get 'em soon again,n yes jas became my nail mate.LOL.Hmm realised that i've got loads of stuff to get,and my shopping list can go on & on ...

Anyway this galfren of mine related an incident to me today.After hearing,i'm like so pissed also.How could a bf treat his gal like that.He complains to his fren abt her,duh what a guy .To add it on,he uses lots of vulgarities,so uncouth.This is not da only incident,all that just reflect how bad he is larh.
This clearly shows how much da gal means to him.Man cant stand such guys or perhaps bf who treats their gf like some shit,gals aint some toy yea,if wan,go get a barbie.xp

Okayi'm digressing,but pls guys,treat ur gal like some princess ;)And vulgarities used on her is sucha NONO.

I hope my fren leaves da guy,but yea da decision still lies on her.I know she can get a guy who's way better off him.Anyway if u give up hope on guys alr,look for me.I'm a BI.Lmao!!Alrite just kiddin',peeps enjoy da wkend.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

VALENTINE'S DAY !


Yesterday was valentine's day,sucha sweet day.First time i celebrated it,same for nana,gene & junkai.He got for me flowers also.


Aint it sweet.=)

Haha though got receive flowers and stuff b4,but it's diff when it's bf who gets it for ya.And also da ring.


Haa first time i got it with bf.

Anyway i got him some stuff also.A card,photoframe with a pic of us,bouquet of chocs,bvlgari perfume & a teddy,'Little dudu'. ;D



Gee,little dudu's cute.

LOL.My guy's lucky,cus i dont go to such extent for a guy .Haha special i guess,but yea worth it since he's so nice.Anyway he like da gift as well.
Yesterday orchard is practically like a lovers' paradise,so many couples all ard .

Anyway went to take neoprints also,gee i like.After that had dinner,da ambience & setting is quite nice.But too bad didnt get to eat da fondue i want=( But nvm gonna have it another day.

After that watched 'Casanova',quite a nice show .I guess many guys worship him cus he's so good with gals.haha.. Anyway after that sat & chatted for awhile first.Hee read da card & da poem he wrote was really meaningful.

Soon after he took out da ring & put it on for me,like getting married ..hahas nah..But it's real sweet,cus i've always wanted to have couple ring with bf.for memories sake.Then he send me hm after awhile,i can say it's a great day and also a unforgettable one.Je'taime,hunnybunny <3

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Confessions of a lost soul

Many thoughts are running thru my mind every now and then.There's just too many things to brood over,kinda vexed.There's just too many 'what if',like if i should retake my math & eng,so that i can get a better course.Because i feel that design courses is soooo not for me,and what if i eventually take up da course but couldnt cope with it & fail da module etc..I seriously donno what should i do or decide on right now.Yea for sure,many are mulling over it.

But da thing is i dun even know where my interest lies,totally no idea of what i aspire to be or anything.Everything's like screwed up,i cant keep up,everything just zooms in.Daddy didnt seem to care abt what i want ,he just feel that if possible just get into nyp,and why?Cus it's da nearest-_-.Although true larh cus i'm always late so choosing a poly that's like miles away is not a good thing.But i cant get in also.=/ There's something which i'm alil interested in,which is baking or cooking,available at shatec.However,no future,it's purely my interest.


Out in this world of despair
My lost soul is out there
shaken mind,
stirred, slurred by circumstance.
I lost touch with reality and
i'm in strange illusions.
Feelings are bitter,
what to do
with no sight,
& vision of what the future lies ahead.
Here i am ,incomplete.
Life rolls on
not knowing where it leads to...
There's something else which kinda bothers me.All my friends would be going diff path most prob.The thought of it dawns on me & it's upsetting .Esp my besties,or da cliques.It would nvr be da same again i guess,awww how i detest it.
State of mind=Confusion+frustrated


I HATE DADDY NOW !! ;(

Saturday, February 11, 2006


O's result

Yea finally da result is out.Hmm i did real badly.I got 26,man like where can i go with sucha score,besides i fail math.That's da worst part,shit it i got a d7,just that close to a pass.And with that i'm not eligible for many courses..
BUt what's shocking to me was i actually got a freaking D7 for eng,like wth cus i expected at least a B,but goddamnit i fail.Oh my cant figure out why,cus i can do da paper as well..Argh just accept it & move on..But yay i pass sci,cus i've been failing it the yr round.

Anyway i've got only like two type of courses to choose from and they sucks.It's architecture & design courses,darn i cant design or anything,Besides i'm sooo not interested in both.But that's like da last resort,cus i dun wanna retake..It takes alot of discipline & determination then can do it,i doubt i can.*sigh,first time i feel so lost & donno what to do.The future just seems so bleak,evan & i have da same thoughts.

Oh ya,daddy's like utterly disappointed ,but cant help it what.I aint as smart as some,so no use comparing or whateva shit.I can sort of understand how he feels but he just cant communicate well with me larh..
Right now i donno how i'm feeling too,dun wish to think abt it but cant,hafta make my decision soon.I've no goals or any picture of what i wanna be in da future,so pathetic.I'm not prepared yet,for anything or whatsoever.Everything had just changed.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Another long & boring night for me,i just cant seem to slp only till like 3-5 am.Anyway it feels a lil jittery when i think of fri getting result.Although i have been awaiting for it but it's kinda too soon.Though it doesnt change da fact if it's later,just gotta face up to reality.On dat day,bound to see some crying faces while some are rejoicing.

Man my gut feeling tells me that im so gonna flunk math,but still i've that little glimmer of hope.I wouldn't mind if i go shatec or somehing but just that i dun wanna see daddy disappointed.The though of it just depresses me,cus he dotes on me so much yet i cant acheive this result that he wants.Anyway shan't talk abt it alr,been worrying abt it,just 2 more days yea.

Anyway like what evan said,everyone's like busy with their own life,not much gatherings & stuff,boring ..I missed my circle of frens;the one,monolithic importance that meant alot to me..We talked about everything under the sun & enjoyed our recreational dalliances.Our camaraderie was robust & faultless,not to mention our indefatigable playful spirit.
Ha always play games & also end up getting caught together.The times when we confided with each other when problems arose,not forgetting gossiping,lol..Lots of gossipmongers too,but fun clique XD

Ha anyway evan said she's going wimme to shatec if we fail ,yay got companion .Lol,alrite shall update on fri.Wish me luck =)

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Chinese new year's pretty alrite,gee cus got red packets x)However nth much too,just some gatherings & playing with lil cousins.But times had changed,my K2 cousin is alr putting on make-up+nail polish.LOL,sucha vainpot.Anyway gonna do this survey which my 'nice' lil junior ask me to.So troublesome,lol .Man i realised dat can't even copy da entire thing,argh gotta type myself.Double trouble =/


[INSTRUCTIONS]
1)Do the survey/quiz.
2)Write down da names of 7 people whom ya wanna sabotage.
3)TAg their tagboard & tell 'em to read here for the rules of the game.
Alrite here it goes ...



Seven qualities that i want my potential bf/gf to have:


-Charming eyes!
-Fun-loving
-Humourous
-Understanding
-A nice dispositon
-Patient[cus i'm always late x) ]
-SNAG(sensitive new age guy)+romantic


Seven things that scares me:


~Darkness
~Being alone
~Creepy-crawlies
~Dogs(phobia for 'em)
-Being broke when i need money
~My imagination?cus i tend to imagine too much,ha
~Spooky stuff,wooo~ya know,but i lurve horror shows.lol


Seven random songs at the moment:


-Dont forget about us`Mariah carey
-Check on it`Beyonce feat slim thug
-L.O.V.E`Ashlee simpson
-Stick with you`Pussycat dolls
-Be without you`Mary.j blige
-Confessions of a broken heart`Lindsay lohan
-Where are you`Natalie & justin roman


Seven things i love the most:


-Shopping
-FOOD
-Money $ ;p
-Cooking+baking
-HAPPINESS =)
-Fun & sweet moments
-Family & these few ppl(Maddy,syafiq,jas lim,soh,xin,rain,kh,evan,derrick,lynn,chienyu etc)+NANA<3



Seven important things in my room:


-My softtoys
-Comfy bed
-Com
-Diary & photos
-Full-view mirror
-My wardrobe & accessories
-Lights,can die w/o 'em


Seven random facts about me:


-I cry easily when it comes to trivial matters
but not HUGE ones or over guys.
-I love kissing ppl who're dear to me ;D
-I dun poo outside other than my hse
-I'll freak out if a dog is near me.
-I have a fatass,hahas
-I love jap & western cuisine
-I'm real nice if u're nice to me too =p


Seven things to do before i die:


-Just enjoy everyday & have no regrets
-Tour around as much as i can
-Find my near to perfect soulmate
-To earn enuff money to spend
-To have all my loved ones wimme b4 i die
-Tell 'em what i want so they can burn for me,lmao
-Able to fulfill some of my loved ones wishes if possible


Seven things i can do:


-Cook
-Eat
-Sleep
-Play
-Talk
-sing
-Run

Seven things i say the most:


-Donno
-See how
-Okay
-omg
-Bye
-Damn
-Alrite


Seven celebrity crushes:



-EDISON CHEN

-Daniel wu
-Ashton kutcher
-Orlando bloom
-Tachibana Keita(w-inds)
-Wang li hong
-Leonardo dicaprio
p.s just find 'em cute,but edison's diff xp

Seven people whom u want 'em to do this:
NONE
Cus i bet some of 'em wun do also.ha

Alrite finally done!Baddie florence.;)