Somewhere down there hurts alil' or more each time.
I'm just in a lousy mood.
I've so so much to say but somehow I cant express myself.
I think I wanna change to xanga or wordpress soon,so I can lock some of the entries that are more personal.
Or probably keep a secret diary like how I used to.

I think I was too naive to thought of the world as almost perfect.
Sometimes I just feel that I'm alone although there's many who will be there for me.
Nvm about all this,I guess I just spell unhappiness to you.
Yes tomorrow will always be better than yesterday,that's what I hope.

I wonder if I'm really unlucky or simply clumsy.

Guess what?I fell down AGAIN the day before.Two falls in a week,omg I feel so humpty dumpty.Alright that's so random. Anyway the wounds arent recovering fast,and I think there will be scars.Argh,how to heal it w/o leaving a scar?

Today had a feast again,it was to celebrate my dearest mummy's birthday.Gosh,butter crabs is l-o-v-e.

By the way yesterday, we had another round of monopoly championship again.This time the guys were the winner,haha!

Awww I missed seeing Edison on 'Initial D' just now.I love watching him in shows,so darn cute!

Yikes, school's starting tomorrow.I kinda dread going to school,or probably I just hate to wake up in the morning.

This post is so random,alright back to school mode.
Toodles~

So like my one week of break is wasted due to my injuries,no sentosa or whatsoever. :(

In fact I don't feel like going out cause it's such a hassle to walk.My knee's still hurting.But on a happier note,I'm glad that the lost flesh on my big toe is growing back.Haha.I just hope it won't leave another ugly scar on my knee.

Yesterday was such a sinful day,ate a lot of stuff which I shouldn't be eating.Yes,no doubt I'm gonna turn into a fatty bombom.

Anyway hope to enjoy the weekend before the short break ends.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YINGWEI! :)


Sometimes love is very special.
You feel it so deep in your heart.
It's not a love you were seeking,
but a love where fate played a part.

You have such a warm and glorious feeling.
Whenever that person is near,
you know they'll never know,
that this is the way you feel.

Love is like a clinging vine,
it just keeps growing and growing.
But sometimes you begin to wonder,
just where this love is going.

I'll make sure our love will always stay,
locked up in my heart.
Because this is a very special love,
a love that will NEVER depart.
Je t'aime,amoureux.

Today was our class bbq,it was held at east coast park.

Awesome class,MK 07/02. :)
Like more than half of the class turned up,but too bad didnt take any pictures.Anyway I love the chicken wings & squid,yummy!

It was rather fun however the boo-boo part was I had a bad fall.I sustained quite a few injuries,but the worst was my knee,like the flesh could be seen.Eeeew,it hurts so bad.Seriously I think I'm jinxed with bicycles.Since young I've had countless falls whenever I ride,resulting to all the ugly scars.

I should have a phobia for it,but nah I'm a tough lady.HAHA.
But I'm fragile now,any contact with the wounds hurts real bad. :(

Sometimes I do reminisce the past.....

Today's dinner at No signboard seafood restaurant was superb.
The crabs tastes oh-so-heavenly!Besides they were really HUGE,totally satisfy our craving.
Gosh,the word 'FOOD' never seems to leave my mouth for once.HA!

Oh no,tmr there's a dinner for fathers' day celebration as well.My aim is to slim down,not freaking add on excess fats!I'm gonna be a fat chick,damn.

And monday is our class Bbq,man how to resist?!Will someone kindly please ask me along for gym/jogging session?I'd appreciate it lots,haha!

I simply hate projects,they are such a bother.Especially doing it during holidays.*Shrugs

Anyway yesterday after chilling out at Starbucks,we headed to Sebas's house.The four of us played Powerpuff girls version of 'Monopoly'.It was quite fun & Sebas was the first to withdraw from the game cause he became bankrupt,following by Baby.Yea we won,girls rules but Genn is the big winner! ;p

I cant wait for 'Song of The Sea',fondue, more board games session etc!


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Dear Daddy,may u stay happy & healthy always.
Love you,like always. :)

Sometimes I think I enjoy cooping up at home alone.

It's the only time when the pace seems to slow down.Very often we get so caught up with life that we don't even have time to sit down and take a look at the changes in our life.

Today I realised many things changes.Sadly,things doesnt remain the same from the start till the end.

I'm gonna start with friendship.How many of us can actually maintain a good & close relationship with all the friends around us? It takes two hands to clap.If one party doesnt put in effort then it'd all come to naught.

As for best friends,when time keeps both apart, the sign of drifting apart will show.Seriously I dont like the feeling when I'm not as close with my best friends as before.

When it comes to love, it is everything but perfect.Quarrels are inevitable.Problems arises after one and another and no way it wont surface again.I,for one believe that love is more than making choices and sacrificing.

I know everyone will have their own mindset,thus we cant blame anyone if there's a argument when it comes to their own concept.Each individual will remain their stand and refuse to budge,therefore the conflicts are never-ending.

Anyway I've learnt the art of tolerance.As long as it's worth it then it's alright.I'm a horrible & self-centered girlfriend.I guess even a handbook of 'How to be a good girlfriend' wont help in any way too.He is in misery & each time I'm only adding on to it and not reducing.Bad Cassy,wont you be good for once?

Sometimes you have to give up some things in order to keep something more precious by your side.

My heart just felt a plunge,my strong clairvoyance is sending signals.
Things are beyond my control.
A thousand apologies for hurting you,baby.
Maybe I'm really not worth your love.

ps:Just some random thoughts,I still love each and everyone. :)

Finally it's the 2 weeks holiday now.G-r-e-a-t!

Aww but then it's such a short break,1 month would be just nice.Hoho.
Alright therefore I should make full use of this short holiday.

• Sentosa outing.
• K-ing session.
• Work out at gym.*
• SHOPPING SPREES
• Lastly,meet up with friends whom I have not seen for donkey years.

Anyway 'School's out' @ DXO.It was an uniform party.Only sold tix and left rather early.

My dear lessy.

Parties with themes are cool,I like. :)

Oh yay tmr would be the last test,POA.It's like the worst test,no wait but I think it couldnt sucks more than the business application one.Stupid IT stuff,I'm bound to flunk that.So pathetic,cant even do half of it ,merely a quarter.Damn,I'm such a dummy at IT stuff.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for poa as well,cos I'm not clear of the concept.But still thanks to Pearleen who taught me today.Think of ICAs kinda dampen my mood but the thought of two weeks break actually overtook it and made me slightly happier.

Till now,I still cant forget the scene at the crematorium.It's simply heart-wrenching to see a family grieving over a member's death.Therefore there's this cliche saying,'Cherish what you have before it's gone or else you'd regret'.Let's just cherish the people around us cos u wont know when they'll be gone.Life's really unpredictable.

Anyway it's been two months with baby. Hope we'll stay blissful. :)

Byebye ICAs,hello holiday ! =D
(Happy belated birthday to dear Chienyu & Jason seah too!)