Last wkend nth much happened.Fri was a memorable one however,it's confusing me.Nvm abt that though.Sat did abit of shopping and went to my lil' cousin's birthday.Sun i went to rollerblade and prawning.My first time ever,it seems boring but not really,kinda enjoy it.I caught a prawn,sooo proud of it.LOL

Ta-dah!
I didnt knew prawns had pincer.haha.Anyway back to school life,so life-less.Anyway my mood hadnt been great for da past few days.It suck cus i will flare up more often.

Hmm many thoughts are running thru my mind...

I've just had my chi o's oral on fri and it was pretty alrite.First time i dun feel sooo nervous.Anyway after that went to da gym with kansie and also to da stadium to run.LOL! Yes it's true,haha i gotta lose weight la.I cannot stand it.Im quite determined this time.Else ppl say i always say but didnt do.XD

This wkend didnt do anything much,pretty boring except for sentosa trip.Sat met up with da clique from secondary school.Finally get to see'em again after so long.We had loads of fun ,we even played rugby.Damn rowdy la,we were piling on each other.haha.

I also saw my pri sch fren by chance and played together.They were friendly as well.Anyway gonna upload da pics some other time.I enjoyed myself and most importantly get to catch up with my gals.

Today is Daddy's bday.We had a feast,mostly comprising of crabs.We had three diff type and i'd say da butter one taste da best.:)

Darn,back to sch again tmr.Suddenly feel so down-hearted,simply cant stand da times in sch.

Ooh soccer~

I played soccer today!!Haha with kansie & some schmates.Although it was rather awkward but heckcare la.Anyhow play only.

I'm beginning to like soccer more after da fifa world cup.LOL~Plus those players are soooo cute.David beckham,cristiano ronaldo etc.

Anyway going to sentosa on sat again,gathering with my sec sch clique.Miss da gals loads!I feel a pang of excitement!=D

Everything's perfectly fine now,no worries or whatsoever.I'm happy with my life right now.Just tat i gotta study real hard.

Anyway hope my frens are happy and well.I miss 'em.

I've decided to be honest with myself,no lying or whatsoever again,else what's da point.Im gonna express freely.

Today stayed back in sch to watch YPL,our sch's own premier league.Lol.It was pretty exciting la,but in da end da teachers won.

But da main thing is i saw him.At first some of 'em came but i didnt expect him to come.Damn,i seriously tot i've gotten over it.But when i see him there's this strange feeling which is unfathomable.

What a loser i am,fancy deceiving myself,trying so hard to suppress my feelings.Act as though i've moved on and feel happy..Blah~Actually i got da wrong idea hence i wrote those stuff to spite him..I tot he had moved on so i had to pretend tat i had also.Dumb la.But i hate to mull over it.

I donno what to do,i can only lead each day trying not to think abt such stuff.No one is able to make me feel tat way again.I've totally no interest in other guys.Yea cheers to all single-tons.Man,so contradicting.

Anyway it's da wkend again.=) Stayover,shoppping spree & beach!

I was almost late for sch today,cos i overslept.

As usual,nth fun or exciting in school.It's a daily routine which i detests,i'd rather study at home ny myself.I skipped remedial again,tsktsk bad kid.Ha!

AFter school,went home and cooked lunch for myself.I cooked carbonara,it's really nice alrite,dont ever doubt my culinary skill.=D

I met jasmine soh ard evening for ktv session.It's freezing in da room,we keep shivering.BUt overall we had a great time,to keep da bond together and also to relax.

I've moved on,i dont wanna hold on to something or someone whom i think i cant be with,if tat's what i want then i should do it.It's not worth it.I'm happy abt it,i dont need u in my lovelife.U'd feel happier too.I just wanna enjoy life to da fullest and it shall only remain as a once-sweet memories.Nth more,haha i dont feel empty or whatsoever.

Anyway hope germany win.LOL

I'm still the jovial one.:)

It's her again.ha!



At last i went to sentosa.I went back in da morning to change and stuff then meet jas soh & bf+beebee.

We had lunch at pastamania and the funny thing is da staff sent us a pizza for free,they said it was from da chef.lol,how cool is tat..

I didnt had any sleep at all,still can play for so long.Haha.Thank god tmr's a hol =D I can sleep as long as i want.Anyway today was rather fun.I guess we're going again next wk.

Tmr might be going to kbox with my gals again,enjoying my wkend.I totally love my gals,they just make my day:)

I need some sleep.zZz

oh yeah~ It's da wkend again,love it.No sch,dun hafta get up early.:)

But so far didnt really enjoy da wkend,cus hadn't done any shopping.I keep spending time with maddy,watch soccer and go for supper.But it's fun being with her.

My sleeping hours hasnt change.It's weird la,slp in da day but awake at night.even for sch,not really affecting though but not good.

Anyway had fondue today,totally yummilicious.haha,my fren's really nice too.After so long,i get to talk to him again,happy but sad also.Cus unlike b4,now like kinda weird la.

Anyway damn sad,ENGLAND'sout.wth.And also brazil.shitty games..

Later donno if wanna go sentosa,got da urge.And also meeting daddy,eating delicacies again.Haha.

I wanna lead a happy & carefree life.BUt i hate to suppress my feelings.