I stay back in sch today to watch our sch own's premier league.Spirit won ,however da opponent team played rather well too.

The few of us played netball,it was fun & quite crazy.I'm glad i sweated like a pig,havent been excercising much.I needa shed some fats for tummy area.Cos i sooooo wanna pierce my naval.

I've been bumping into several frens these few days,it's a good thing though.Dammit.'Blogger'has got some problem,my fonts and all that are always screwed up.=/

Oh yay,tmr not going to sch.Aces day ?Duh~

Im still stuck on you.

I WANT THE LINES IN BETWEEN.Screw blogger.*fumes madly

Intensive revision=less recreational time

My wkend wasnt that fantastic,just so-so.Cos still not feeling well,damn lethargic.

Today super unlucky,saw that sickening teacher.He still rmb that i hafta stay back after sch everyday for 1hr of revision.Dammit!I was going for recess then he ask me to stay at rtc.argghh~ damn hungry la,waited till 12 then ate.I stayed at that freakin' room for 5 hrs.Almost died of boredom.

I really think he sucks big time.He's not only irritating but unreasonable.He's wasting my time man.Everyday?Omg. As if sch hrs wasnt long enuff.I hope he falls sick and take a LONG break get send for some course thing or warteva which makes him not appear in sch.If that's the case,many would be rejoicing.

There's still like 60 days to o's.I feel the sense of urgency and the rush of time for revision.I've soooo much to revise,the same goes for the others.I've just had tuition,she gave me super loads of hwk >.<

Oh yea,MADDY's so evil,she curse that i'd fail bloody Maths again.She bet one steamboat meal,i bet with her one hotel/restaurant meal.I'm confident i guess.Haha! Any more bets? Bring it on~

I've been busy with sch stuff and all that.My friends do grumble that i havent left any time for them.But the thing is even if i had alil bit of time,i need to rest.It's not like i meet everyone else but not u.I'd mostly appreciate if they can understand.I'll be very free after o's,till then can hang out more often.Anyway i miss derrick,meet up soon la.Maths pro.Lol.

I'm glad that we're organising a chalet for sec schmates,it'd be super fun.I wanna have something special,like a theme for the night.Say,like 'Sexy nightgown' or something.Woah,sizzlin' hot.Ahhhh i cant wait,there's gonna be so much fun & laughter.Time to catch up on each others' life too.

I miss alot of friends.Cos they're important and essential in my life.Yes i do miss u,if u're reading it now.HA! U guys should know who u are .

I might even have to forsake my wkend soon.Awwwww~

Ta dah! My soccer jersey.Cool~ ;D

Firstly I'm not an avid fan of soccer..Haha just bought it with one of da soccer team in my sch for fun.However i aint their die-hard fan though there's their logo.Lol.It's suppose to be gold prints la,but they say too expensive.Who cares,nice can alr.Thus i'm gonna get another jersey again.

I still rmb vividly since young i had some soccer shirt or jersey also.Newcastle okay,last time my fav team.I donno any players,but i guess it's just da black & white which attracts me.Ha!My bro was liverpool's fan.I think jerseys are kinda cool,donno why.

Anyway I read Chicken soup for the teenage souls III,it's a rather good book.Cos i like reading books on life experiences,personal recounts etc.It just shows how fragile life is,and there are many issues which were addressed.

I love next two wks cus next wk im not going to sch for 2 days.After which it's the one wk holiday.Damn happy,no school.oh yay.

I've a heart of gold.ha!

I think today is a good day although i'm still unwell.

I didnt went to sch today ,keep sneezing too.So irritating.I had to go back to sch in the afternoon to take o's.Yupp eventually i went cos i dun wanna go through all da hassles.

I was the last one on the list & imagine how long i hafta wait.Darn,like 2hrs la,almost fell aslp.However while waiting,there's this constant flutter in my stomach,very nervous.I keep worrying abt the topics that might be ask during conversation.I was unduly worried,but realised it's nothin' much after all.

With much fear within me,i went in.Luckily they were quite friendly and they knew i wasnt feeling well.Everything was rather smooth,and guess wat,the conversation is abt SHOPPING.I was so relieved & glad.I had plenty to say so it wasnt much of a problem.Phew,finally it's over.

Anyway on the bus,i offered my seat to an old lady.Considerate eh.HA!After i got a seat again,the man next to me approach for help as he has vision problem.I was more than willing to help,so i guide him all the way to his bus waiting area.It feels really great to be able to help ppl.

I rmb there was this time i help a man cross the road and lead him to his destination and all the way he held my arm the same position and i couldnt move it.I ended up with cramps,haha.So much for a gd deed,but worthwhile though.

Oh yea,i've a secret ambition.Alrite maybe not really an ambition,but i wanna be a part -time volunteer when i'm slightly older.I may not seem kind or helpful but i've got a weakness for elderly ppl or stray cats.haha.There's this strong desire to help 'em.Once i went to some sch c.i.p thingy and we talked to the elderly,they are like helpless and really empathize with 'em.

Sheesh~I sound as though i'm some super kind soul.Anyway found this quote meaningful.I'm quite into philosophies of life,kinda weird i guess.

"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see." ~Mark Twain

Anyway i soooo feel like having a cat,they're super duper cute!But too bad i cant keep one,only dogs allowed.omg.*faints

Ps:If u have a cat,pls let me play with 'em.Haha =D

I'm having my english o's oral on thursday and yet i'm down with god-awful sorethroat & a mild flu.How unlucky!The worst thing is thurs is da last day for oral ,if i were to get a mc i'd have to head down to buona vista to retake.What a hassle.

I sound so man-ly,some said sexy.Wth.But it's sucha gd excuse,be it to skip remedial or sch,cos teacher actually ask me to stay at home & rest.Lol.But so irritating when ppl laugh when i talk to 'em.ha,evil ppl.

Oh yea,this afternoon on my way back home.This one guy approach me & ask for my number but i didnt give cos it was da guy hiding right behind who wants it.Cant he get it himself.no guts.LOL.I simply dislike guys who are like that.I'd want guys with courage & a attitude of their own.But,but,but Edison Chen is still the perfect one that i admire.*Smiles sheepishly

Pray that i'll recover soon & wish me luck peeps,for my oral :)

Daddy's usual 'pms' again~

Blah,Daddy's in his quirky mood again.He's more like mummy la.Yikes, cant stand it.

We had lunch at pizza hut today.(as if im not fat enuff,ha!)Anyway it was pretty fun,keep crappin' and stuff.We hang out almost everyday,but i really appreciate 'em cos they can tolerate my temperamental way and also there to cheer me up.Great buddies i should say.

Anyway he's damn unreasonable & headstrong.I just wanted to spend the night at amk's hse and he doesnt agree.Wth.He still say i show attitude,bloody hell like who wont,under such circumstances.Damn fed up,shed tears of rage again,spoil my day.He still hang up on me,somemore it's one of my pet peeve.I simply cant stand it,normally i will call da person back to scold.Rude fellas.

Although he's not in his best mood these few days,he shouldnt like blame me for angering him.But recently he decided to resign,at first i was worried cos might not be able to spend extravagantly,gotta spend within budget.The large amt of income would be gone.It will be sucha torture to me.However he might venture into business and franchise with someone.I hope it will be a success.Else i'll suffer.Haha.

Well well back to him,he doesnt respect ppl still expect ppl to respect him.Ridiculous.He's simply absurd,i especially hate it when he brings me down.He uses such harsh words.I sms-ed him before to tell him i dont like it,and he still doesnt change.

He said by talking nicely doesnt help then he will use the 'bad' method,he thinks it's some kinda encouragement.Bullshit!He just think he's always ALWAYS right,i guess that's adults for u.Freaking same mindset and their own philosophy.

He's also skeptical regarding the friends i hang out with,always asking if they can study or some shit.I really hate staying here.I soooo wanna move back.Darn.

Anyway saw sylvester sim with a gal at pizza hut.He's so typical,with some pink highlights,fugly.

Im back at yishun's hse.For like 3 good mths.Hmm no choice,gotta pass o's.There's more self discipline and motivation here.

I've just had my first tuition lesson,the teacher was quite pleasant,as in she aint so boring and can teach and relate stuff to me well.Im starting to miss amk,lol.Cos im like used to there,here so inconvenient.

Luckily i've da study mood now,which is quite rare.My life's pretty boring now i guess,i need new stuff to spice up my life.It could be anything or even u.Haha.

I hope i wont be late for sch tmr,cus im tardy queen.So embarrassing to do detention,though im used to it.lol

I miss crappin' with maddy & lim's chitchat session.

On fri got back chi o's result as well.I got a b3 like before,just that oral got dinstinction instead of merit,happy man cus my oral usually sucks.At night went to sorta explore s'pore,as in just hang ard.We chance upon a beautiful fountain at clark quay area.

pretty sight

Today went to sentosa with a few only,it was meant to be a gathering for sec schmates but many couldnt make it,dampen my mood.Anyway didnt take much pics,it was a rather short day.I couldnt make it on time to catch da fireworks also,darn.

Anyway i was so muddle-headed can,i took da wrong top to change after bathing.Dammit.I accidentally took mummy's black top,man cus both are black so didnt really diffferentiate them before putting in.Lol

Btw the cap isnt mine,just put on for fun and also to cover up,cus my eyes had an infection.Anyway i haven had lots of free time to meet up with some frens.Hope they will understand.Shall upload pics again soon.

'Fun game' =Monopoly

After school all of us went to goodnite's hse to bum ard.The 3 of them started playing Monopoly and soon da room is full of swearing & cursing.LOL,damn funny.They keep arguing and still bargain and stuff.

In the midst of the game


The BIG winner but ultimate loser in POOL.lol


Stress guy with only $10 left.HA!


The LOSER _

We love monopoly! :D

While they were playing i was uploading pics....else i'd have been da winner.Haha

National day & outing

I watched da fireworks by italy team,it was really fascinating.

Anyway on national day went out with da gals and schmates.It was pretty fun.

THE GIRLS


ANOTHER SIDE OF US


Beebee & me


They totally ROCK!


Darlings


It's a norm thing.lol


She's reluctant to be kissed by kaixin.;D


Just US :)



Schoolmates


goodnite,kansie and me


Me





At esplanade




The lil bro & me


Charlie angels wannabe


Merlion & me




Sweet eh. x)

It's fun hanging out with them. :)

The fireworks ytd was simply beautiful.How i wish they have it more often,haha.

Im gonna start maths tuition soon.boo-hoo.But well it's for my own good.I love this coming week,only hafta go to sch for 2 days.GREAT!=D

Enjoy this wk ppl! :)

It hasnt been a really pleasant week i must say.The main reason why is due to school.

On thursday,it's one real shitty day but it serves as a wakeup call for me.I was called out during assembly,that bloddy teacher just hafta embarrass ppl.Such an ass,i hate him to da core.HE couldnt be any more detestable man.

Due to frequent latecoming and absence from sch,they claim that i wasnt up to expectation just becus i didnt pass up some maths assignment.It's really dumb and idiotic.My Daddy had to come down personally,just to have a talk.Blah~ -_-

Apparently da teacher shouted kinda loud at one point,i couldnt stand it.I just started swearing just right behind him.He can pretend damn well,in front of my daddy,he's so NICE.yuck.

It sucks being in a room with Hods of subject and Daddy.I didnt look at them at all,besides i had to control my tears.I freaking hate such situation.However at one point,i couldnt hold my tears back anymore.It's embarrassing to cry in there la.

What matters was my Daddy only,i couldnt care less abt what the teachers said.My daddy even had to say he's apologetic abt da problems caused becuz at first he vouch that i'd work hard and stuff.It's like he has to put his pride aside,all becus of me.

After which he had a one to one talk with me.He said many stuff which makes me feel even worse,as in it really makes me feel bad or guilty.The reason why my tears wont stop streaming down was he really dotes on me alot.I wasnt expecting him to be so nice,i tot he'd give me a hard dressing down,but no.I was touched as well.

He's put in lots of effort and keep showing concern for me,he has nvr given up hopes but it seems like i am giving up.I feel a sense of urgency and need to strive hard.Time is not on a standstill,i've only got like 85 days left.Fancy me being so serious this time,i've got no time to care much abt other stuff.

Anyway it's da wkend again,man im so glad.Btw i stay back in sch to play volleyball & bball,it's nice to sweat it out at times.HA!The diet is still on,no sweet drinks except like wkend.Darn,sooo torturing cus i dont drink plain water even on norm days.Gotta abstain from sweet stuff.Nvm,it's worthwhile.

Well as for affairs of the heart is concern,there's confusion and probably i'm like chasing a fantasy which might not turn out very well.I just think that having no sorrows is gd enough.:)

Ahhh i wanna watch the fireworks as well,it's really spectacular.It's also an unforgettable moment with someone special in da past.The feeling is just awesome & magical.