Alright so like,I dont really dread going to school that much now.Haha.All because of the nice souls from my new classes.Especially Luoping,Yingying,Jorge,Danny and some others. :)
No skipping of lecture or anything now.Just a short update today.

• FOOD GALORE ALERT!Went to Sakae Sushi, Hong Kong Cafe,Crystal Jade,'Spagaddies' during a week.Omg,imagine how much calories there are.Delicacies like this makes my day.
• Caught 'Superbad',hilarious but quite a meaningless show.
• Meet up with friends & dear Lessy :]
• Town,town & town.

Peektures.







This is why our diet NEVER WORKS. :D


Happy belated birthday to GongGong.



She always copy me.We didnt plan what to wear,but end up we sure got something in common.That day she wore the same colour as me.HA!

bB & cC <3
I miss hangin' out with Maddy,Jasmine Soh/Lim.Please dont think that I have new friends or prefer to hang out with them rather than you girls.

Anyway glad that you're slowly letting go and you can have a new start.
I'm sure you'll find a girl who's worth your love.

The start of dreary school days.

It's only the beginning of a new semester & I'm already dreading to go to school.What a BAD start indeed.I keep lamenting about it cause I REALLY dislike my timetable.

My timetable only allows me to have lunch with my class MB on Monday only.That sucks.On top of that,I'm only seeing them for two modules.It really feels awful to be in a whole new environment with so many unfamiliar faces around.The thought of it just makes me feel uneasy.Worse still,I feel so awkward trying to fit in & stuff.Alright think positive,I might meet some really nice friends?Okay I'm just tryin' to console myself.

How I wish this sem could just zoom pass with a blink of the eyes.

I'm not feeling exactly complete/happy,more like forlorn.There's quite a few issue bothering me & I cant seem to get it off my mind.It just lingers at the back of my mind every now and then.I've got like a million stuff to blab about.But well I'll just keep it to myself,tho' that's so not me.

Suddenly it just dawns on me that I'm not worth anyone's love cause I dont even love or cherish myself.That's so random,whatever.I haven't been feeling good for a period of time,I mean my inner feelings.

Okay enough of all the emo stuff.On a happier note,I'm gonna cheer myself up alil' tmr.Needless to say,retail therapy~ Well at least that's the only solace that can help alleviate part of the gloominess.

It's hard to decipher me I guess.
Note to self: Never repeat the same mistake twice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY RAIN,(15oct).I hope you're doing fine now. :)
Guiltiness,remorsefulness.
I'm sorry for everythingAnd I dont seek for your forgiveness either.

Time for some updates now!

Thursday,4th Oct'07: Finally headed to Sentosa after so long,really miss those good ol' times when we used to go there often.We played some random games & camwhore alil'.Ohmygod,something really embarrassing happened.Girls,please keep it a secret!Haha! Rugby was the game which somehow excites us.They were pinning each other down & stuff.Fun!We're so going there again. :D


Winfield,YingweiKansie,ME,bB,Moomoo & Gonggong.(Sheng missing)
I strongly believe that women are from Venus & men are from Mars.Haha!

I love these girls! :)
bB,my darling girl.





After Sentosa was mahjong session,havent been playing mahjong recently.Oh and there was lots of Marshmellow with home-made Choc fondue.Yummy~

Friday & Saturday,5th,6th Oct'07:Gera lessy and I headed down to Plush with Moomoo,Sean & clique.I wonder why do they always change management.Momo still sounds better.Anyway lessy got tipsy on the first night,and I was alil' taken aback when she got emotional.My heart aches when I see her suffering in silence,cause the past had left such a big impact on her.Poor sweety,I'm always here for you yea.It wasnt really happening but yea at least the night wasnt boring.Oh and thank you Moomoo.Haha.
My dearest. <3

Alright I'm getting lazy with the programmes details now.

Anyway yes I didnt manage to pass the supp papers,only one module.Therefore I gotta retake 2 of 'em.Oh my god,that really sucks. It means I will be separated from MB for some modules. =(
Okay I can only blame myself,duh.School starts in a few days' time!Goodness,I need to spend these few precious remaining days of holidays before the oh-so-dreadful school life begins again.


I've been feeling rather temperamental these few days I guess.I get especially vulnerable at night,or should I say when I'm at home.Sometimes I'm lost in my train of thoughts,it's like I dont know what more to think or should I even be thinking so much.I feel that I dont understand nor can I fathom many,many things.

I guess I probably dont know what I'm actually looking/seeking for.Which is why I always think about stuff but yet cant derive to a conclusion.Oh well,life could get so complexing.

Wouldn't it be great if someone could just 'read' and understand you like a book?

No one holds the key to your happiness,it's you yourself who's able to conjure the greatest happiness in your life. :)
You're not totally forgotten.

Sat,29th Sept'07: Finally met up with Maddy & Lim,it's been so long since we went out together.Headed to town & did some shopping.Bought a sweater with lim,like couple.Cute.Haha.Gosh I spent quite a lot,but it did made my day better. :)

Bottomline: Retail therapy with my lovely girlfriends is LOVE!

On Monday,we had a short buddy outing.We had dinner at Amk hub's Ichiban Sushi.Their service was bad I should say,cause they took so damn long to serve an item.But they have a rather wide variety of sushi.Next buddy outing on the coming Monday,sushi buffet.G-R-E-A-T!

Oh and gera lessy got an awesome new hairstyle.Nice!I wanna do something to my hair too,sick of it.I hope I'll get to swim or go Sentosa tomorrow.The weather's killing me man.

I cant upload pics cause my cable's lost.How sickening.Pictures will be up soon!

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